The Lord of the Rings Challenge

I'm not sure what happened here, I just sort of relapsed. I was getting into a pretty shitty emotional state because I was thinking about a girl who I'm not really over yet, and it led me to searching for dating sites weirdly enough. Eventually after a while of mindlessly looking at dating sites -which I wasn't even going to make an account on, I was just sort of looking at the site pages-, the websites started to become nsfw in nature and so I got very strong triggers from these images obviously. I immediately backed away, however, I just continued to look for more dating sites, when in reality I was just gradually giving into my addiction without realising. I think I was just in such an emotional and exhausted state I didn't even fight back against it, I just sort of let it happen, idk. I'm just really fucking upset with myself, this was such a ridiculously stupid and inexcusable relapse and I didn't even really learn anything from it.

I need to try to not dwell on it though and just keep moving forward otherwise I'll get consumed by these negative emotions, which will just lead to more relapses.

 

I am asking this because I wanna Insert this link as well in my signature.

 

29 days
This time I'll make it to the 90

 

DAY 2
Till now no urges.

 

Sadly, it cannot be possible for the limitations of the program of this site.
Just two links on the signature, no more.

 

Then how do some people put so many links

 

That aren't links , they just writed the challenge.
For example
Nazgul on the lord of the ring challenge forever and ever

 

stumbled on some pics for 2 minutes, didn't fap nor was I aroused. So I don't think I should relapse.

 

Thanks Brother

 

Day 252

 

Day 8 complete!

Weird occurence, though. While I was sitting on the toilet I did have an emission. Everything was fine, nothing going on, and then suddenly my retention was broken. But there was no arousal, no action on my part, so I don't know what happened. I won't count this as a reset but I'll keep a close eye on my body for a couple days.

Aren't these forms of motivation, though? Otherwise, what do you mean by that word?

 

Day 22 - The village of Bree

Almost succumbed last night. But said NO! in the last moment and fell asleep listening to my girlfriend sleeping.

I deeply love her very much and will change this behaviour for her. My connection to her motivates me in life. But i still must be wary

 

Day 116 No MOing
Day 1 No P
Today I fall again for few minutes.
Tips
1. Stop watching porn.
2. Override from erotic thoughts.
3. Make yourself occupied with other stuffs.
4. Stop eating onions.
5. Meditation
Self-improvement is necessary. Moderate exercises, reading, meditation. It's all steps to block porn from crossig the mind.

 

Largely the same with me as what you said. When the house falls down, it falls. I actually don't take cold showers, I should try more.

I kinda like the day counter because it cements each day as a victory when I go to make the report that night.

 

Day 1: Orc (The spell of porn is strong in you)

An Orc once more. After my training at the higher levels, I know Orc will be passed quickly. It's a rank synonymous with huge urges though. Today hasn't been bad urge wise much at all, but my energy has been super low. Feeling somewhat under the weather and lacking in sleep a bit I think. Speaking of which, it's past my bedtime. Just glad to have cast off the cloak of the Nazgûl.

 

462 days

 

I talk about it more on the thread

https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...ithout-motivation-to-get-best-results.320304/

 

478 days high king
547 days no PMO, semen retention

 

5 days

 

Day 101