[3-CHALLENGE] THE THREE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 0/3

 

Day 1/3

No urges today. The girl I hung out with didn't go so well, we didn't really click and it didn't feel natural at all. Also I didn't watch Dune with my friend because it got cancelled (somehow the cinema screen broke?) so weirdly enough, on paper, my day has gone terribly, but I'm actually feeling pretty alright.

 

Day 0, have to start this again

 

Day 2 of 3... Feeling good about this one.

 

Day 0.

 

Keep going brothers

 

Day 1/3

 

Day 1 donezo. I feel like Zagreus from Hades saying "one more time" hoping you can finally make it to the end this time. Im going into this thinking- no, knowing im powerful enough

 

1/3 done. End it for real this time

 

Day 0/3

 

Day 1

 

Day 3 of 3.

 

I’m in as of today! Day 0, will post again tomorrow!

 

Day 1/3

I went out on my walk in the morning as planned! I forgot to mention yesterday that my therapy session went great because we dug up and discovered some trust issue trauma that I can now work on which I think will really help with my recovery because, as my therapist keeps saying "The opposite of addiction is connection". My accountability group session went well too.

 

Day 1/3

 

Day 0/3

I M'ed today- and there was nothing wrong that I did, I haven't viewed porn, and I believe I only PMO'ed somewhere 3-4 times in this year, and the times I did, were very brief because I stopped myself within about 5-10 minutes, and those experiences only reaffirmed why I quit it in the first place.

I haven't been saying alot on the forums in the past year, because I've been trying to focus on goals and working towards them, and not procrastinate.
Suffice to say, most times I've M'ed this year have been around sexual habits which I believe are subconsciously linked to my porn addiction trying to get me down the dark road again, and well, they just don't serve me well. That, and because I have goals to meet, is why I am here, to weed out the bad habits, focus on self improvement, and focus on building good habits. Good luck everyone.

 

Day 2/3

Checking in, nothing out of the ordinary to report. Had an urge just before typing this but other than that I'm doing good.

 

Starting today, Day 0/3

 

0 of 3 days - Let’s do this! Day 1 woke up feeling horny! so I got up made coffee and got ready for work! As long as I keep myself busy and around people I’m ok it’s the night time and when I’m alone that’s usually when I mess up but I’m gonna be strong and focus on my goal and get clean from pmo!

 

Day 2/3