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Writing own erotic novels - hard dopamin spike

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by depeche69, Oct 28, 2021.

  1. Oct 28, 2021 #1
    depeche69

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    Hi,

    i had this week a weird recognition.
    There are side at the internet, where you can find erotic novel. I just had the idea to write a own story and to release at one of the side.
    Im on a new SR Streak and was at beginning of writing on day 6.

    During the writing i became so exciting and horny, that i didn't sleep the night. I went to work, was not tired. At home i continued writing and was still horny.
    At evening i couldn't sleep again. In the evening i got diarrhea.I think my colon was overloaded cause of not rest time. After hours of hard trying i feel asleep.

    So i was over 35+ hours awake and not tired and also not hungry.

    My conclusion is, the writing this erotic novel has triggered my dopamin really hard.
    I was like being on cocain. It showed me the power of sexual desires at human bodys.

    Just wanted to tell you my experience.
     
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  2. Oct 28, 2021 #2
    Infidel.48

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    Why do you need to write them lol, just avoid them until reboot is complete
     
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  3. Oct 28, 2021 #3
    Roader to Freedom

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    Man, come on...

    Writing an erotic novel is one of the worst ideas an addict can have. It's like a porn film's script. And publishing it? It's even worse! What if an addict, like you, gets his hands on your piece of work?

    Really, never do that to yourself AND others, bro. A terrible lesson, indeed.
     
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  4. Oct 28, 2021 #4
    depeche69

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    I lied to myself and thought this is a right solution to be on a NoPMO Streak and satisfied my desires in a allowed way.
    I couldn't or would not believe, that this has this massive impact...

    I wrote within 2 days 19 pages or 9635 words. But i already sended my novel and it is pending for publishing.

    But i will stop this. The intensity of the excitment was ten times higher than watching girls on facebook and instagram.
     
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  5. Oct 28, 2021 #5
    IGY

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    No shit Sherlock! What! o_O You decided to peddle porn? And now you are going to make money from porn addicts? Smh
     
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  6. Oct 28, 2021 #6
    depeche69

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    No, my novel is for free. My price are the feedback at the comment section.
    I thought erotic novel is not terrible, because it is not visuel, not acoustic, just imagination.

    So the conclusion for everybody is: erotic novels are same bad as porn films. Maybe sometimes much worse...
     
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  7. Oct 28, 2021 #7
    IGY

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    OK, so you are not profiting financially from others' misery. That is something.

    Some people get more aroused and are more addicted to erotic writing than to visual or audio porn. Just like some people are more addicted to cartoon porn than watching real people naked or having sex. It is all part of the same sewer man. :(
     
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  8. Oct 28, 2021 #8
    DeeJ4y

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    Why are you creating content that fucked you up as well? You are like a pro-bono drug dealer bruh
     
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  9. Oct 28, 2021 #9
    Khufu

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    when you say you wrote in 2 days, does that include editing too.If you wrote those amount of words including edits , thats pretty impressive.maybe the pmo demons helped you write it yes
     
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  10. Oct 29, 2021 #10
    modernstore99

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    There's a lot of extreme and toxic fetish communities on the internet with endless amounts of new content being created every day, often anonymously. Many of those who get addicted think it's a conspiracy by communists, feminists, Jews, Blacks, and other "typical" groups to weaken white/Western/straight men through porn addiction.

    Your story clearly shows that for the producers of these types of porn, whether it's videos, images, audio files, games, etc., the arousal and addictive nature is incredibly strong. It's endless novel porn as long as you're awake because they're the ones making it. Additionally, since I'm guessing the authors don't masturbate to orgasm while making it, the arousal can continue on for hours with no climax, almost like edging. This type of behavior creates incredibly strong connections in the brain, and is what compels people to create all the content they do.
     
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