[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 4

 

7 days completed and relapse. i will do better next time.... day0/30

 

Day 7/30

 

Day 2/30

 

26 days. I could relapse tomorrow. Don't relapse tomorrow. Remember the feeling of dancing with Do----. Let her know she's an excellent (dance) leader and ask her if meeting outside of dance for practice would interest her. Proceed with extreme caution since I still don't know her relationship status or sexual orientation. ...and vice versa.

 

Day three of 30

 

Third 30 day challenge complete.
Started july 31st. Total 90 days.

 

Day 21 of 30 (No sexual Thoughts/Fantasy/ Voluntary Self Arousal/ Viewing any Triggering content)

 

day 12

 

Back to 0/30 :|

 

Hello everyone.
Here posting mean i have relapesed one more time. Yes this 4 time in last 28 days.
i keeping record and i had a average of 6 days right now before urge of trigger get out of control.
It is also to do with my current stress relationship .
I am unable to talk to my GF and it feels like she is distancing from me.
This phase is hard to live right now. i want to talk to her and i am unable to get any rply from her.
She has her own problem and going through them.
But this silence is killing me.
also i decided no to contact her now on. no rply an no call.
its breaking my heart and brain constantly overthinking.
Ending up in porn or cry.
i think cry will be better.
Let the October fall may end and winter sleep will rasise the spring in US.
hope to be with her soon. with a better version of myself.
All the best for November Man.
Take care everyone.

 

Day 8/30

 

05/30....
Life reboot

 

Day 24/30.

 

Day four of 30

 

Day 22 of 30 (No sexual Thoughts/Fantasy/ Voluntary Self Arousal/ Viewing any Triggering content)

 

day 13

 

Relapsed yesterday. Reset day 0/30