New Member- 6 month hard mode goal

Hi, I am a 20 years old male currently attending college. I'm 5'7 and weigh 190 lbs. I am still a virgin. I am hoping to become stronger mentally/physically by quitting PMO. I feel like my weight is a result of excessive PMO from my high school years. Every time I engage in PMO, I immediately need some fast food to continue the "high". I started when I was 13 and want it to end. I used to fap for 2-3 hours on a daily basis in my teenage years. However, I have slowed down and can manage once every 5-7 days. I'm trying to quit the act of PMO all together. I recently relapsed on February 14, 2014 after abstaining for 2 weeks. I feel like I NEED to quit PMO in order to release my potential as a man. My goal is to reach six months of abstinence on hard mode.

 

Congrats on passing a month. My best record is 2 weeks. I feel like 6 months will mean I'm officially free from PMO. Anyway, thanks for your support and good luck!

 

I unfortunately relapsed today (Feb 23). I will be changing my goal to 90 days. In the process I will also try to
lose 50 pounds. Both goals are extreme but NEED to be done.

 

Unfortunately I relapsed on March 8. Thanks to Youtube's deceptive thumbnails, It triggered my urges and I went to porn.

 

good luck man and thanks for the support!

 

I looked at porn yesterday. Fortunately, I stopped within seconds and closed the video. I'm glad I didn't let the urges take over. I think the issue is the Iphone. I don't watch porn on the computer because I've gotten 2 viruses. They were the reason I stopped watching on the computer. Ever since I got an Iphone, porn has gone mobile. I wanted to let a friend put a 4 digit code. However, the restriction setting also blocks a lot of non-adult websites. It blocks my college website for some reason.

 

Unfortunately, I ended my 12 day streak (3/20/14). I ended up fapping 4x in a day. I binged and felt REALLY guilty and disgusted afterwards. My dong is really sore too. I will be restarting my morning jogs tomorrow. I also joined a gym. I will try to stay as active as possible.

 

My new objective is to break my best 14 day streak. Once I surpass 14 days, I will try 30, 60, 90, etc.

 

I just broke my 13 day streak. I NEED to get past my 14 day best record.