Accountability for All

I relapsed after 40 days, for about 6 times.
I feel like shit, no idea , whats going to happen

 

Hi everyone, 219 days here.
Everything's going pretty well, I just struggle with wet dreams lately, like a lot.
I think flashbacks and arousal are still pretty high in me.
Hoping they'll eventually fade away with time.

 

Day 84. No PMO, I did do a MO two days ago. Now im just having stress. Not stressing over MO, just my mind in withdrawal. Call it withdrawal stress. I hate stress. You constantly fighting your own mind to tell it to shut the hell up everything is Okay. I think my mind is telling me I need to PMO to live / survive, which is funny as fck. How can my brain be so stupid. Im getting angry with myself.

 

Day 1

 

2days

 

Day 30! Did have sex with my girlfriend last night so can no longer say I'm on hardmode but it felt amazing. Want to continue this! Definitely getting urges post sex but just gonna power through this

 

Day 19 check in

 

Check-in:

P: 2 days
M: 23 days
O: 23 days

 

check-in.
had a pretty big wet dream this morning, that was my fault.
I woke up at 8 am, having had a 9 hours sleep already, but decided to sleep more till 11:30.
And then the wet dream came, uff.

 

You can have sex. You just can't PMO.

 

Hello. This is my first comment on NoFap. I have been following the Reddit forum for a while and been trying to avoid PMO to overcome my porn addiction. I have used porn from a very young age (10+ years at 21 years old) and no longer wish to continue as it is impacting me negatively (sex life/performance, taking up time, dopamine etc.). I have achieved various streaks before (20+ days) and attempted NNN (7 days) before relapsing. I am restarting now with the goal of never relapsing. I am going to comment everyday and use this thread as accountability. Wish me luck.

 

Day 85: Lost my shit today I was so aggresive could have murdered someone. Long story short didnt MO, didnt PMO. Had some close calls. Very close calls. Im struggling with the chaser effect, been 3 days now after I did MO, but severe cravings. The more I crave the angrier I get.dont know if that makes sense

 

Day 5: done.

 

Day 2

 

Day 3
I'm trekking on. One step at a time!

 

Exactly! and thank you, that's important for me to remember. I'm not alone in this battle

That's a good line and good advice! Thank you

 

Check-in

P: 3 days
M: 24 days
O: 24 days

 

Welcome bro it's great to see you here. I'm confident you'll break all your records and get to 90 days this time! For me coming here and regularly being active in this thread already helped me greatly so I look forward to seeing you here everyday. cheers

 

20 days check in.
Had wet dreams last night about p so my brain experiences some bad withdrawals.. I guess I should take that as a sign of progress? Lets keep it going and see what happens the next days.

PS: this week I also nailed an interview for my dream job!! Doing nofap = good things happen (at least to me I guess) lol
Wish you all a great weekend!