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Severe withdrawls

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Deleted Account, Nov 15, 2021.

  1. About 2 1/2 years ago i stopped watching porn. Before this if i had porn i could access i would edge for hours sometimes 4 sometimes 5 i dont even know... I experienced bothersome symptoms around this time such as when i would stand up i would have lightheadness and felt like passing out but this was mostly rare and not a very common occurence, i also noticed that this condition was worsened by pmo at the time. About 2 1/2 years ago i decided this habit was disgusting as hell, and it was time to bring an end to it. So i completley stopped mastrubating for about 2 weeks before being stricken by some kind of chest tightness, its hard to explain, but if i had to explain it i would say it feels like constriction of the muscles in the inside of your chest. For the next two weeks i would get this on and off, i would have and then be back to normal, i would have it and then be back to normal etc. One day i reached a point where the symptoms became 24/7 to a point where there was never any relief from them, i experience but am not limited too
    - Lightheadedness
    - Dizziness
    - Permanent muscle tension 24/7 especially around the abdominal region
    - It feels like my thinking is more "slow"
    - I get headaches randomly
    - Crippling nausea that is on and off
    - Crunching sounds from the back of my head, i can hear crunching all the time like a creaky floorboard...
    - Muscular "Jerks" that are light and not that invasive however i think this i caused by the extreme muscle tension
    - Blurry vision, at least compared to my vision before all of this
    - Heart palpitations such as PVC/PAC (It is my theory this is caused by the muscle tension, which would explain why i get them on exertion and certain kinds of movement)
    - My joints pop and crack very loudly, to a point where if im in a room with other people they even ask "What that was" because it was so loud.
    - Severe Depression/Anxiety
    - Severe fatigue to a point where just walking up steps can exhaust me

    I should mention that i am a mere 20 years old and definitely am to young to be experiencing something like this, Before all of this happened i used too hunt with my father and recall on one occasion dragging a un gutted dear over the snow for a long distance and through creak beds, mind you this thing weighed 225+ pounds so i was DEFINETLEY in shape. It's not like i was some super unhealthy dude who just had it catch up with him, i've been just naturally in better shape and better through training my whole life before this. Then one day all of this happens and im just supposed to believe depression, anxiety? No... thats nonsensical. Now before anyone mentions what i already know will be mentioned, I have been too multiple doctors, had multiple blood tests run, EKG, Chest xray, Whole body xray, And i tried a couple diffrent medications none of which were that helpful. Please if anyone can help, how do i get out of this nightmare?
     
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  2. That ain’t from quitting porn/masturbation
     
  3. Wow how insightful... I used to consider that perhaps what your saying is right, But why is it then that all medical doctors find absolutely i have a clean bill of health? And also evidently i'm not alone. If you search for symptoms along these lines in the search bar you would see that there are people who have reported things very similar if not identical too what im mentioning.
     
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  4. OhWhenThe

    OhWhenThe Fapstronaut

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    This absolutely can be caused by excessive porn use but can you be a bit clearer on your timeline of events? You haven't watched porn(in any amount or form) at all for 2.5 years now? You stopped masturbating for two weeks but what about after that? Have you been having sex in that time?
     
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  5. TheFappingFox

    TheFappingFox Fapstronaut

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    Both porn and frequent masturbation can provoke the same withdrawal responses when you quit and those symptoms vary from person to person. It sounds like you're experiencing panic attacks and adrenaline spikes ( which can cause all your tension related issues) followed by exhaustion and depression when your body finally manages to relax for a second. If it's nothing medical such as an adrenal gland or thyroid disorder then it is addiction related.

    I assume you've been trying relaxation techniques such as hot baths, meditation and the grounding technique, yes? If not then try some out to help you through the worst symptoms. If it keeps up, check with a mental health professional, they may be able to prescribe you a temporary chill pill.
     
  6. Kevodrag

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    You likely do have a clean bill of health, at least a majority of us. We are mostly young, so those heart palpitation disorders and etc are still decades away.
    What you don’t have is a clean bill of psychological health. You have an addiction (a “brain problem”). As your brain is the mastermind of the body, when the brain suffers, the body will likely suffer.

    Your brain’s current “stable state” is that of addiction. But a state that will give you true happiness and freedom, the state we all want, is a state of no addiction.
    So depriving your brain of its stable state is bound to have some effects.

    keep fighting through, and don’t give up.
    In our fight, your brain is your enemy and also your friend. Make friends with the part that is your friend, and fight the part that is your foe.
     
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  7. Dave G 123

    Dave G 123 Fapstronaut

    Yep, that's the effects of excessive PMO. Quit while you're young!
     
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  8. Legacy of Lost Soul

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    I have all this as well.. Im 38. NoFap almost 5 years. I think the symptoms culminate recently..last year or 2
     
  9. fredisthebes

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    Deleted Account I see, but replying anyway....

    A lot of people - certainly including me - have got into the habit of using pmo as a way to relieve tension, to relax to aid sleep, to ease anxiety. Without the crutch of pmo, and without having replaced it with healthier relaxation techniques and habits, you have given yourself crippling anxiety (which is manifesting itself physically).

    Crucially, this isn't caused by nofap, but masturbation was masking the problem.

    It's worth seeing a doctor and getting some professional advice. But in the meantime - yoga and meditation are beneficial, eat well and sleep as well as possible. And if, like me, you like to plan your days in advance, remember to plan in 'downtime' - you are not a machine, you need to take time to do what you enjoy or even nothing, rest and have fun. Be kind to yourself and love yourself if you want to improve in a healthy way.
     
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  10. Eternal Struggler

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    ignore the coments above, you are definitely going through post accute withdrawal syndrome (PAWS)

    Check the paws thread for more info
     
  11. Dave G 123

    Dave G 123 Fapstronaut

    I disagree. Masturbation can create these problems. It becomes a viscous circle, where it generates anxiety, and many other problems, while also offering short term relief.

    Although it may mask problems for many people, for others it is actually the cause in the first place. For me, it was both - PMO was a shelter from a very unhappy childhood and all the psychological problems that come from that, but in the process of using it, it made the problems I had so much worse that I developed real physical problems (as well as a worsening of psychological problems) - such as exhaustion, joint pain, brain fog etc, which do respond positively to abstinence.
     
  12. Dave G 123

    Dave G 123 Fapstronaut

    I'm really not. I'm simply trying to warn people of what could lie ahead for them if they don't quit PMO. If statements like the one I have made above really upset you then I suggest you taking a break from this forum?
     
  13. mentorr

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    No offense to those who are suggesting a hospital/doctor visit. But when symptoms such as the ones suggested appear, after you have a) seen a doctor and b) hit 12/24 months abstinence, you begin to realise that your symptoms are very likely caused by your PMO addiction.

    There are a large number of rebooters on this forum who are writing off abnormal symptoms being related to PMO addiction simply because they themselves have not experienced them or because they cannot fathom that such a thing is possible. I was once the same, telling people with creaky joints and vicious nausea that they were probably unhealthy and need to live a healthier lifestyle. Now after 28 months of recovering, I can attest to the exact same symptoms as the ones mentioned above.

    If you are fighting an addiction of 7 years or more, do not think for a second that the outlandish symptoms that are often mentioned in this forum are due to 'poor health' or physical neglect. If your addiction lands beneath the 7 year mark, consider yourself very lucky.
     
  14. mentorr

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    By people are you referring to specific people or just yourself?

    @Ricardo56 i'm sorry to hear that you suffer from anxiety and have autism, but can I be clear in saying that I am not responsible for your reaction to what is being said here.

    2.5 years ago, I felt exactly the same way as you do now, anxious at the thought that my recovery could take longer than 90, 180, 365 or 730 days. Anxious that my many symptoms might not be related to my addiction.

    If reading my statement puts you into a state of anxiety maybe its time to do something about it? Totally get that you're anxious about recovering, most of us are. But don't use it as an excuse to blame others for how you think and feel. I certainly did, and definitely regret it.

    Ask yourself why you feel anxious and at least make the effort to do the inner work. If you're anxious about your health and symptoms, go and get checked out. If you're anxious about going to get checked out get some support. If you can't do it alone, ask a friend, a family member or a professional to help you. There is even some great advice on this forum from others who have suffered. But please don't blame me for how you feel. Like I said, I am sorry to hear that you suffer from anxiety and autism, but take some accountably for how and why you feel the way you do. While you might think I have a magic wand that I wave to make you feel anxious about my statements, I don't.
     

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