[3-CHALLENGE] THE THREE DAYS CHALLENGE !

I stuffed up last night. Starting again. Now on day 1. Let’s do this.

 

1 day done. Now to get one more!

 

Day 2/3

Checking in. There's this woman I've been talking to recently that I really like (not the New Zealand person, that one didn't work out). She been complimenting me all the time and makes me feel really happy and giggly and I feel like I wanna talk to her all the time now. I feel we're really connecting with each other, and she seems like someone I can trust (for context we both have really bad trust issue trauma). Gentlemen, I have a crush.

 

Day 3/3

coughing and dizzyness, stay alert

 

Day 0/3

Relaped Heavily after 45 days.
Cognitive capacity affected. Couldn't focus on study, forget absorbing the material. I don't think I'll be able to operate normally until next few weeks. I had atleast 5 ejaculatory sessions to pornography.
I can't let this relapse come btw my work, I'm gonna revise what I studied these past 45 days, while my body restores to equilibrium again. Post that I can continue where I've left.

This time I'm relying. I know it's mandate I remain abstained throughout my learning stage, and when I relapse, my whole work will get halted, until I build up significant streak of at least 21 days and above. If I'm to finish what I've undertaken, I will have to stay abstained. there's no other way.

 

Challange completed, see ya on the other side.

 

day 1/3

 

Day 1

 

Day 0 - I'm in!

 

2 days done. Gonna do what I can to get one more day today.

 

Day 0/3

 

day 0

 

574 days semen retention

 

Day 3/3

Caught myself impulsively fishing for triggers again but I stopped myself. Gonna hang out with my crush later when she gets home from work.

 

1/3

 

1/3

Starting my day with 3 cups of coffee.
I've 5 ejaculations to restore.

 

Day 2

 

1 day down, 2 to go

 

Day 1

 

Day 1/3