[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 6

Had a conversation with an ignorant person earlier. I don't know what to say about it... I guess I'll just let them do them and I'll do me.

 

Day 70

 

Day 71

 

Day 2

 

Day 18/90.

 

23/90 I am just cruising along with non-existent urges and a general feeling of emptiness. I feel like I will soon take a break from the website though. It seems to constantly remind me that I am a porn addict at the moment and I hate that association.

 

Day 6

 

Yo i'm back......0/90
I just needed some time & i think i can do it now,with the help of all my friends here.. You guys really inspired me and am glad i'm trying again. I'm never gonna give up.

 

2/90 done. Pretty good start this time.

 

Day 11. Nearly fell. Thankfully got through it.

 

Day 14

 

Day 2. Finaly. Had many times to relapse and look at my patterns to overcome the first 48 hours.

 

Day 67/90

 

Day 52

 

20/90

 

6/90.

 

Day 1

 

Ugh, day 0, terrible night time relapse.

 

Today will be day 8 for me. I'll be traveling soon which will bring about a lot of potential triggers so I'll have to be extra careful.

 

Day 0 Again. Changes need to be made. NOW.

That's it. I'm cutting out the root of the problem. I have too many things around me that is more or less sexualized.
I recently bought a new game and I found the characters to be too sexualized which is not good for me. I'm not playing it any
more. In fact I won't play anything. All of it will be stuffed down in a box.

I am currently deleting all the porn that I have on my computer and on my harddrive. I did it before but then started collecting again. So stupid. It doesn't matter how attractive I think these girls are. It has no deeper meaning, they are only pixles on a screen anyway, and none of it is love. I only find porn to be evil. Almost all of it is negative in some way or form just to make you feel like shit, or to make you feel insecure about yourself or something. How useless.

I have to build up my energy levels again. I won't let this happen again. It's time for change. Otherwise this will be an endless cycle.
I've had this problem since last summer. But it's always a choice.

I want to find a good porn-blocker for the firefox browser, I don't want to use anything else because I'm used to it.
Do anyone have any good advice on how to block as many porn sites as possible?

I will now continue this journey no matter how painful it will be.
It will probably be challangeing but I don't care.

Fuck this stupid porn, the hell with it.