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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by artifact, Nov 24, 2018.

  1. Also still here and still trying....relapsed a few times recently and need to get a streak on the go and get away from P and M. Thanks brothers
     
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  2. NICEDUDE

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    Checking in... semen is so crucial for it will resurrect my life!
     
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  3. Ik2

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    Been a real struggle lately. Feelings of sadness, hopelessness, and despair when it comes to this problematic behavior. But, back on the horse now. Taking a closer look at every aspect of my life and how I can improve it to help me overcome.
     
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  4. getbetter2000

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    thanks, just urges and working remotely from home by myself. I think some "influencer" I saw on amazon while shopping for gifts started it. =/
     
  5. getbetter2000

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    Also, another reset so checking in back at 0 days =/
     
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  6. It will get better. I was going through a similar phase until recently. Sometimes I think I have to "bottom out" and get really disgusted with myself before I am motivated to do better. Like they say in the 12-step groups, I am "sick and tired of being sick and tired." P and M for me is definitely a drug, not a biological necessity.
     
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  7. marksaysay

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    Day 67. I'd like to preface my statement by reiterating my goal has change from 90 NoFap to the practice of semen retention while never watching porn again...EVER!

    Things are going really well. I've made tons of progress in my business, in my mental well-being, in my drive, etc. What I've noticed lately is how easily I've been engaging in conversation with some really attractive women. I've committed to a minimum of 90 days of no dating, also, so maybe it's the lack of pressure or the new boost in confidence or a combination of the two, that makes these conversations so effortless.

    Another thing, it seems I'm only engaging with those with positive vibes. I don't have any time for any negativity in my life at this point.

    What ever it is, I like it...lol
     
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  8. Ik2

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    Have been reading Anna Lembke's book 'Dopamine Nation'. Good read. Definitely makes me think about my PMO habits, but also my gaming habit from the past and my current smartphone/internet habit. I think a lot of guys here would find it relevant.
     
  9. GottaBFree

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    Hey all. I’m struggling to make the good changes permanent. Such a dumb addiction. Checking in.

    Anyway; life is good and I’m trying and will have another good day. I’m always struck by how happy I am the day after wanting to fall and not.
     
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  10. That's really good self awareness. That will stand to you, keep it up!
     
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  11. Ik2

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    Doing well. Trying to treat each day as a new one where I need to focus on developing positive habits.

    There are always moments where I think, 'I've got this today, the risk of relapse is low', or 'It's weekend so my chance of relapse is small', or 'I'm at 14 days which is when I usually relapse but this time I'm aware of it so surely I won't relapse'.

    And in those moments I tend to let some of my habits slip a little, I let my guard down, and when I feel the urges coming I rationalize that it's ok to stay in front of the computer and that I do not need to disengage and that I do not need to leave the house. With the well known consequences of course.

    Trying to not let that happen this time. Every day, no matter how unlikely a relapse seems, I need to go 'all in' on life.
     
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  12. daryl_zero

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    Reset today at day 14 (my counter says 15, but I think I set the day incorrectly.) I'm very low on sleep because of work and family life, and I screwed up. I recognize that my lack of sleep is an explanation for what happened, but it's not an excuse. I can and I will do better.

    I've been doing a good job of distracting myself with hobbies or work whenever I have an urge, and I'm going to keep that pattern going in spite of my mistake today. My new goal is to make it through the end of this year with no more resets.

    Good luck to all of you, and stay strong!
     
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  13. ctr

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    Checking in. Previous fantasies have surprisingly been under control for a while now. Very fortunate for that, but I know from experience that the temptations and strong urges can appear without warning. But it's good to have some peace at the moment.

    Personal insight: I've been trying to reframe everything in a more positive way lately. This is probably more applicable to life in general, but can carry over to NF as well. I've started doing this with all things: e.g. "Oh no, it's winter" turns into "it's only a few months til spring, and then summer". Another recent one: "why do I get tongue-tied around women?" turns into "I can talk to her - it's all mental". "I'll never date her" turns into "If I keep working on myself and never give up, I will". There's a lot of negativity and even despair in the world today, but we can't let it get to us. We only get one pass in this life. The amount of time we spend believing we can't is more than enough time to learn how you can.

    Enjoy the rest of your weekend, gentlemen.
     
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  14. ctr

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    Thanks so much, man! Yep, winter is always tough for me and I slipped up badly at exactly this time last year. Luckily, the new mindset and renewed motivation is helping a lot, so I'll keep fighting. Cheers!
     
  15. Ik2

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    Made a mistake and relapsed but at least it was short and i didn't lose hours.

    My daughter is sick and had 2 miserable nights of sleep. Then both kids had to stay home on Monday because of covid rules, so for those of you who have worked from home with toddlers around, you know how well that goes.

    So lack of sleep? Check. Stressed? Check.

    Once the day was over i rationalized that I 'deserved' to zone out with my phone in bed. Now, i have some rules. 1 is no phone in bed, another is dont go on reddit. And i broke both of those because i felt like i 'deserved' a break. Went on reddit, then figured i'd go on instagram because what could possibly go wrong right? And yeah the rest is history.

    So, gotta stick to my own rules, and i'm going to keep a book on my nightstand for those bored/stressed/tired but dont want to go to sleep yet moments.

    I've noticed that i rarely rationalize that im going to relapse. Like i never set out to go PMO. I always rationalize doing these little precursor behaviors first. Like let's spend some time on reddit, that's not a relapse right? Let's go on instagram, not a relapse right? Oops, triggering image, but it's just 1 and it was an accident so not a relapse right? Let me look up 1 more because 2 of those isn't a relapse either and then i'll get the urge for more out of my system. Etc... This is my mind's way to get around my defenses. Since discovering nofap I've never started a relapse by straight up looking at porn. My brain knows i wouldn't fall for that. Porn is bad! But these little seemingly innocent steps.....works every time. So, here's to sticking to my own rules!
     
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  16. BenSarek

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    I have read the rules and would like to join this group
     
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  17. salaciousDone

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    Two weeks in and still going strong. Had a few urges last week but managed to control them and have finally uninstalled Reddit from my phone, so that's one less avenue for an accidental trigger. Have also realised that negative events weren't my only triggers, sometimes I am having a good day and the thought enters my head that I should "celebrate" it. So PMO wasn't just a coping mechanism, but a reward system too.
     
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  18. daryl_zero

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    Reset this morning.

    Really identifying with what Ik2 said about tricking yourself by slow, incremental steps. That's what I did today. I'm learning from this experience and moving on.
     
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