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Day 0 ME

Orgasm is to be avoided

but won’t get upset

over it

just know it’s a warning sign

back off

Nen nofap E

 

So

Trying to stop

and or stay stopped with

masturbation porn ejaculation orgasm swearing tattoos piercings red meat deep fried foods sweets social media moaning during sex grunting during working out video games substances yeah nice

Breathing is ok tho as without that I’d die most likely hehe

also I have a significant other exclusive not official yet tho

she drives me crazy in good and bad ways

she’s a lot younger than me 23 I’m 33. We were friends for like five months been dating one month

I just never loved someone like her. And she was loving me telling me she loved me before I said it back.

I have an anxious attachment style and she’s avoidant so it’s tough but sorta slowly working towards security together

it just kills me when she is closed off on video calls. Over text she doesn’t get all shy and critical or shut down tho

just the video or phone she gets more scared to like come forward and be intimate verbally it’s a pain

oh well

I figure we’ll work it out somehow

we’re doing a lot better then when we started and she’d just like make crazy assumptions I was gonna hurt her like her ex and I’d do about the same. Now it’s very minor by comparison and we’re setting better boundaries

looking forward to getting to see her for nye

honestly I’m so done with her sometimes though. She like needs intense levels of reassurance that when I say I like her and she’s cute that I’m not like playing her or “just saying that”…….???????

-_-

I think we need to talk. And I tell her nicely id like to talk about what her reasons are for always asking ‘do you really mean that or are you just saying it?’.

I suspect it’s because she know I used to do pickup but any guy who has ever approached a girl is doing pickup whether they call it that or not….
Also probably has something to do with her ex making her feel terrible about herself for four years. Said she feels insecure sometimes

it’s sad

And I try but like I get exhausted telling her

I like you

yes I mean it

no I’m not just saying it

yes I mean it

“how come I feel like it’s not real?

I don’t know maybe because people told you that before just to try to sleep with you? but I’m obviously trying for a relationship?

I know on my end im 100% sure that im interested in you and don’t have time to lie to you about my interest because I have a life.