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THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Mar 11, 2019.

Do you have what it takes to become a Super Saiyan?

  1. I don't know yet, i'm gonna start training now!

    25.1%
  2. Yes, but it will be hard.

    25.5%
  3. Not only Super Saiyan, but i can go even beyond. AAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

    47.2%
  4. I can only reach the level of an Elite Warrior, nothing more than that.

    0.7%
  5. I can't even beat Yajirobe, i'm a failure. ;(

    1.6%
  1. Ah thank you i do have good in me

    I have a lot of good in me

    I have a lot of good in me

    I have a lot of good in me
     
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  2. Well

    no way I’m sleeping that fast

    I’m pretty ticked off that

    she has responded

    I realize now that girls say the don’t play games

    but they do

    they tell you they want you to chang

    but they really want you to hold your ground

    and stay the same

    They tell you they want to show up at their door when they leave

    but really they want you to just

    Go no contact and wait

    I’ll still pray and manifest her to come back

    maybe send some texts sometimes but idk

    I honestly might show up at her door

    Saturday at 11am

    and just see if she’ll answer

    not even tell her beforehand

    Lol

    idk about that

    haha

    she’s uh

    complicated?

    she fell in love with me and has never been In love she just had unsatisfactory relationships and then rebounded for a while hooking up

    To ease her anxiety about having feelings for me she became extremely protective. Grilling me asking if I ever had a thought about anyone else. I said a passing thought sometimes but not often she threw fit

    Then admitted she does the same. Then said she doesn’t like getting all protective like this and never has before because she never cared about anyone before. The. Decided to ghost me

    she has an avoidant attachment style so it makes sense

    they run when they feel emotional intimacy

    maybe I’m better off dating looking for a secure to date

    meh

    maybe I’ll go hit the bars this weekend instead of showing up on her doorstep seeing if she’ll talk to me

    whatever

    Maybe I need to rebound and hook around

    But uh

    I’m 33 I don’t want to spend time hookups if I hit the bar I’d be going to date and just not go past hands until we’re in a committed loving relationship

    and they’ve shown me an STI test

    yeah I’m cautious

    Anyways idk how long I can keep up

    trying to get her back

    I guess I’ll do it like I do and

    schedule time

    just pray once a day for her return and say some affirmation

    M will come back to me in shallah

    M will come back to me in divine and appropriate timing

    I think the second one will be good

    yea

    or both idk

    I’m just like shoot

    this girl gave me so much

    she loved me so good not just physically

    but energetically like her vibe was special

    I never loved or been in love

    like I have with her

    I was willing to forgive love accept whatever her acne scars

    her fouls language

    how she got so mad at me for nothing in particular

    her unrealistically high standards

    protectiveness (her words) which were more like obsessive yandere possessiveness

    I would easily accept all that and give her grace

    to be with her in those times

    when she was chill

    when I felt deeply accepted and appreciate for who I was

    for who I am

    when I felt an incredible vigor

    and zest for life

    like I really was a super saiyan

    that I could go do almost anything

    she made me feel so confident and strong

    so devout and full of love for her

    for everyone

    for life

    =_=

    If she comes back

    I’m going to show up as is

    and tell her how we’re going to do things

    when it comes to having discussions


    when it comes to voicing concerns

    and asking questions

    outside of those scheduled discussions

    we are not to complain or criticize each other

    honestly we aren’t ever supposed to do those things

    they’re harmful

    but I guess that’s me giving her grace

    Her brain isn’t fully developed after all



    anyways

    my new rule is

    I don’t have sex with a girl until we’ve been in a committed loving relationship for three months and we’ve both shown clean sti reports

    that’s three months unbroken if they breakup for a moment and come back there three months start over again if it takes them three tries I’ll probably forget it. Three strikes you’re out.

    And she has to tell me she loves me before we do oral or intercourse

    ya I like being told I love you so I don’t feel used

    I’ve had sketchy girls just using me for sex telling me I’m their boyfriend and we’re exclusive only to tell me after a year they’re been cheating and I was just a sex object to them

    at the very least they’ll have to tell me they love me heh

    but In the feeling out phase they can get making out and hand play

    I don’t swear eat sweets deep friend food watch anything but anime and maybe a marvel film I don’t grunt when I lift or moan during sex they’ll just have to accept that about me. I turn my phone off at 830pm and don’t sex until three months of loving manogamy





    this prevents avoidant girls from running away

    this chick made me gain eight



    s


    Since I met her I started working out again fained eight pounds of muscle started listening to and singing again and have gotten good at singing written love poems theatre quite good imho become adept at positive affirmations been okay with breaking some rules made friends with everyone when I had no one but my mom and this forum said I love you to someone other than my mom and loved and liked myself much more strongly increase my tenacity like crazy improved my hairstyle clothing style hygiene I have the confidence that I can get any girl something I basically never had before but for fleeting moment set extra healthy boundaries with myself and others had the belief and ability to have platonic friendships with others she’s a miraculous woman. I just hope and pray to Buddha allah all the good ones universe and P that she comes back we work it out somehow and it all goes well she always stays never leaves we become bf and Gf when she comes back and stay in a committed loving relationship for all time. Namaste Amin

    alright that’s a good look there gent

    :)

    -_- man I miss that girl smh

    I know I can find someone else who will meet all my needs but like

    I’d be surprised if I found one I liked and wanted to be with over M

    she was just the best

    what if I just sent a text at six tomorrow saying hey I’m gonna show up tomorrow at your door like you asked me to if you ever stopped responding. If that’s not okay then just tell me

    then regardless of what she says show up anyways because she also told me she likes to say she doesn’t care or doesn’t want something when she’s really testing the guy to see if he can intuit what she actually wants is for him to do it anyway.

    yeeepppp they say they don’t play games but that definitely looks and sounds like she’s playing a game to me

    she said she wouldn’t do that stuff on big issues she’ll tell the truth but who knows even that could be something she just tries to do and subconsciously she wants me to show up anyways

    worst case scenario she yells at me to leave or just doesn’t answer the door

    I’ll write her a note

    she wouldn’t call the cops on me

    I’ll be very gentlemanly and nice about it

    I’m not gonna yell or hit things I don’t do that

    just ask politely to see her and hand her housemate. A note to give M bring flower and chocolate which she likes

    may this plan go well baaup ty help us ty
     
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  7. Thanks Z Warriors for all the likes and kind words S2

    I appreciate myself

    I appreciate you all

    Still heartbroken

    Still praying

    Affirming

    Manifesting

    Her return

    Looking at a picture of her

    Asking her to come back soon

    She has already come back to me

    There are already messages on my phone from her

    Asking to meet and talk

    We have already worked it out

    All is well in our relationship

    She has already asked me to be her Kareshi

    She has already stopped criticizing and questioning me

    She already trusts me

    We no longer have arguments

    Just healthy communication

    We have already made it and are together forever

    We are together forever

    We accept eachothers 80/20

    We appreciate and love eachother

    Etcetera haha



    Well

    I take of my self love and respect myself first

    All the single girls want me

    I am attracting emotionally available partners to my loving and giving spirit

    I'll maybe start affirming those as my backup plan

    Idk about the 'i can get any girl' affirmation

    That's more her thing she says 'i can get any guy'

    She dropped her sort of playerish thought patterns to be with me though

    But then she just like

    maybe she was just a little too honest?

    And pushed me to do the same

    And we actually needed to keep a little of our

    'game' or whatever u wanna call it

    Game eachother so we could like

    Not get too vulnerable too quick

    I think it's ethical to game eachother if you

    actually liuke eachother and wanna be together

    It's unethical to try to get with someone when

    All you want is sex

    Unless you're upfront about it and say

    Yeah I'm just looking for a hook up

    Not a relationship

    Before the sex

    Then it's at least their choice

    To risk catching feelings to sleep casually with you

    Idk what the point of saying all this is at this point

    I think I just need to move on

    Do my manifestation and prayer for her to come home once or twice a day

    No more than like 10 minutes total

    And just get it together for myself

    Take care of me

    Check my phone once a day at 6pm and

    if no response then just turn it back to airplane mode

    Wait to check again the next day

    Unless of course I need to hit up my mom or my new friend

    New friends chill

    It's nice to talk about my friends on here

    I'm not allowed to talk about them around bae

    She gets jealous

    She's a lil Yandere

    She doesn't like go full Yandere though

    Sometimes she just crossees the line and is too Yandere

    I'm gonna say something like

    Babe not so Yandere please

    Try to keep from her getting out of control again

    She did slap me in the face to try to make me do soemthing

    one time

    And says things like

    You can't think about other girls at all like not even a fleeting thought

    I don't want you to look at other girls

    You can't have friends that are girls

    I'm also afraid you'll leave me for a guy

    That's my biggest fear

    I feel insecure about myself

    I feel like my looks are all I have to offer

    And if people don't think I'm pretty

    Then I'm nothing

    The only thing of value for me

    Is not validated

    I need to know that you think I'm prettier than every girl that we see

    On television while we're watching

    Any girl we talk about

    'Who's prettier me or her?'

    'Babe not so Yandere please.'

    A little Yandere's healthy but

    Not too much

    Just enough that she wants me to not go past a hug with another girl

    We tried to agree not to fantasize about others sexually or romantically

    But maybe that was too Yandere of us

    I think just don't go past a hug with someone else

    Is enough

    That's what the norm is anyways

    And don't hang out with people you have gone past a hug with




    I need to focus on myself and stop thinking about it

    Gonna start referring to them as it

    To help me detach

    Except when it's time to manifest/pray her back

    Yeah

    No more sad songs about missing it

    I will lift weights at the gym today no matter what

    I get off at four

    I can check my phone in the 6-830 window

    I turn my phone on airplane at 830

    I don't turn it back on till the 6-830 window for socializing

    Even that much is a lot

    Unless it's for our once weekly call

    I won't do more than 20 minutes of being open to texting my other friends

    I got things to do

    Me to work on

    Books to read

    Spiritual mental and physical practice to maintain and build

    In 20 mins I can say whats up to my friends

    And like yeah that's alright



    I want to hang with my gay friend

    But I know Yandere isn't going to like it

    She's gonna be scared to death I'll leave her for him

    Even though he's like basically married and we

    Won't do more than a hug

    (No pelvis)

    Duh

    obviously

    Also I'm not into homosexuality

    I never dated a guy

    Or did more than a drunken kiss with a guy friend who was like all over me

    meh

    I'm fine I can be friends with them

    We can hang out if I want to

    But anyways that'll be a while

    I won't make friends with them

    Till like who knows how long

    Long time probably

    six months or more

    Maybe probably even nine months

    Like when I get a new job basically





    I don't want to om

    om

    om

    omm om om om om om

    Bae wants me to get a job that pays a llot

    okay not really

    She'll stay as long as I have a job

    But once I'm licensed

    I wanted to work for this chill company

    It pays 60k a year

    But so loving kind and supportive

    Great environment

    I could see myself working there indefinitely

    If decades pass and the boss has to step down

    Someone else could run it

    I dunno I might even be willing to step up and help run the thing

    But I'm a businessman moreso

    I'd make it more profitable

    It'd change

    :\

    Hopefully I can just invest make money

    Retire off that 60k salary by like 50-60 years old idk




    But we won't get to have kids

    She said the only way we'll have kids is if

    I make enough for her to be my housewife

    She talked about making dinner taking care of the kids

    Massaging me when I get home

    shoot

    I gotta get her back somehow

    =_=

    baaup bring her back to me please give me her back please help me treat her well enough for her to stay forever when she comes back this tiem around! plzzzzzzzz S2



    So once I get my LPC I'll see if I can like shop around. Try other jobs

    I can be picky

    Sorry about my writing style this is just how it is though

    anyways.



    I could find a job that pays 100k-250k

    If I hit over 100k that'd probably be enough

    For her to housewife

    We could get married and have kids

    Live in the suburbs I picked out for us .

    It'd be perfect

    ^_^



    I just need to manifest that good job for me

    I know I can do it and make that bread

    For my Akachan and me

    So we can have kids


    Because my parents told me having kids was trhe best

    Thing they ever did

    For me

    It'll always be being with babe



    Nothing will ever compare to that

    Nothing will ever be as good as that

    I know I'll love my kids and be a good father to them

    But I'll never love or want anyone or anything more than my babe

    Nothing will ever be as good as her

    She's the best thing and person I've ever had in my life or ever will have for sure

    And I know I'm the same for her

    I am the best she's ever had and ever will have in every way

    She knew it too

    She'd tell me it too

    blargh

    'She fed up'

    T.t T.T T.T t.t t.t. t.T

     
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    It's funny. My brain wants me to look at something relatively innocent, but this ‘innocent’ step is the step that leads me down an inevitable relapse. As long as I say no to this, I’ll be okay.
     
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  12. Sup my friends

    sorry you had to endure my emo days

    Demo om

    I wish I could fuck every girl in the world ^_^

    hahahah

    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JL8niW49pf



    p
    hew

    yeah Om

    I guess I just got over it

    I deleted my ex from my messages

    hit up a couple old girlfriends

    they’ll hit me back

    signed up for a singles mixer next weekend

    on my affirmations grind to get the best

    girl for me

    I have some boundaries but

    idk maybe I’ll just sex someone

    if we both just want sex

    but crp says that one always catches feelings

    so it’s kinda unethical to sleep with them

    unless I’d be down to accept when

    they undoubtedly get sprung

    and me to be their man

    lol


    Heheheh

    huhuhuh XD

    awe I miss that hoe

    ICEXD

    She gone

    Shrugs

    Ah sighs

    I met a girl at the gym today who was

    a lot like my ex

    but no disrespect she’s finer

    both are middle easter fit tattoos super social all the guys talking to them

    yuuupppo

    still I’d take my ex back when she returns

    I’ll just have terms

    call me cruel but

    Don’t jusge me I’m spurned

    I was thinking say and write 1000 times she’ll stay with me inshallah

    she Muslim

    and give me 1000$


    Muahahahha

    then we’ll be bf Gf

    that’ll get her to stay better I bet

    She gotta get the money legally without

    any romantic or sexual favors from others

    better be her own paycheck

    Family and friends donations





    yeahhhhh don’t duck with me ^_^

    I respect myself and there’s a price to pay

    for passing on me and coming back

    girl doesn’t know she missed out on

    the best man of all time

    no disrespect y’all can be the best too

    we can all be the best paradoxically




    Alright bros and sis’S

    sending you all uh

    self respect!
     
  13. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
    you got this bro!! (^-^)

    I’m so pure right now tho

    I’m so pure whores become celibate for life after looking at me
     
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  15. Day 8!!!!! I NEED MORE POWERRRRRRRRR!!!!!
     
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