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I do feel she’ll come back

more than I’ve probably

felt anything

but I prayed and manifested

it’s time to let it go

and if it’s meant to be

They’ll come back to me

I’m gonna live my life now



I have officially switched from the sad

missing her songs to

May breakup playlist

Huhu

I still adore her tho

probably always will

we’ll probably get married

but it’s cool

gonna just put away the stuff reminds me of her

time to move on

need to let go

can’t keep hurting

thought you could know

I put away everything reminded me of her

yeah

time for me to do some soul searching

I came back to balance.

I’m good enough and I think I’m gonna

Set my boundaries at

Kissing and hands okay if we’re kind

if I feel comfortable relaxed and safe enough

with

them

once we commit to a relationship

After three months

in a committed loving relationship

we can have sex

I don’t want oral or anal I don’t

think I’ll do those

sorry not sorry! ??

I read they can. Be unhealthy and I’m just like idk whatever

I’ve never liked them honestly

I thought anal wasn’t appealing

and seriously never enjoyed oral that much

shrug
S

maybe that article was right for me

who knows

I hope no one minds my writing style

I don’t much care for big paragraphs usually

they’re just so condensed idk

love you all my ZBros

 

Scheduled with a therapist

M is gone for now

I let her go

with love

I feel a deep need for social connection

after being with her

she was such a social creature

I was such a recluse heh

I feel in love thinking of her

maybe it’s best I just

stop talking about her

basically don’t compare though

comparison is the enemy of enlightenment

gonna train insaiyan

read the book attached 100 pages

maybe take me six hours tomorrow?

get nicely dressed and go to

a meet up for cute singles like me wink*

next weekend

this weekends to recover

Sleep by 10 up by 7

hour for spirituality and grooming

two hours for training and breakfast

ready for work by 1030am

so much more free time now I’m not masturbating or fantasizing haha. I don’t even allow myself to make physical contact in my imagination. I think not talking to anyone in my imagination is a good idea too that’s probably the next step.

no touching. > no talking

I will say this

I’ve gone from 156lbs at ~6”0 to 165lbs

lost two waist sizes and maintained under 10% body fat. I’m doing very well. And I would t have even gotten back into lifting if it wasn’t to try to impress M hehe

may she blessed me and all my z warriors here

Namaste Om

 

Also I like writing I’m so jokes

Support me in my comedy pweeze



I’m so hot prostitutes offer to pay me for sex.

but I’m so pure I turn them to the righteous path with one look

XD ^_^ ^-^

 

Day 0 whoops let’s go again

 

I’m eating three large meals a day

no matter what

I’m not cumming

no matter what!

and I’m determined

I know I can do

whatever I put my mind to

within reason

also I have regenerative healing factor

call me crazy but

it works best for me so i got it

 

Also I had a dream of rebound sex with Z. But like enh? I didn’t cum and I liked it so whatever? Still wary of fantasizing tho. <3

 

Hoo

The breakup playlist

is a go

threw out the memorabilia of her

and deleted her pics last night

one was the first nude I got from a girl

that was tough to delete hahaha

but I see it as progress like before nofap

no girl ever sent me that stuff

I believe in my heart that retention

is improving my attractiveness

and for sure M helped too by inspiring me

to train and get stylish hot etc

but it was an uncontrolled fire

I was just trying all kinds of things

some were bad for me like martial arts

And swearing and trying out fap again

made me become super angry and

Confrontational

yeah

I learned! Hooray

I want a girl who makes me feel calm

not extreme highs and lows

I can go approach at places like

grocery gym coffee museum

I don’t have to hit the bars and deal with

being scared I’m gonna relapse on my

3 years sobriety yermuh ommmm

my abstinence is a precious gift

nofap semen retention is helping me like

have more drive determination physical mental strength productivity healthy boundaries SELF RESPECT! UNh. Bounce back stick tuitiveness confidence self esteem love for myself and others refusal to do things that make me angry or to hate or harm myself or others




I love and respect everyone like my family with compassion never engaging in argument.

may I always do so.

peace out my friends <3