THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 18

 

Day 86
Got the rest of my work done so now I'm here just waiting for #80 of dbs manga to come out idk why but I fell like something big is gonna happen nothing bad but good

See you tomorrow Z Warriors!!!

 

Day 19

 

Checking in!

 

Day 59 let's go!

 

Day 51

 

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Day 60

SSJ 1.5 lol

 

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Day 20

 

Day 165, SSJG

 

Staring my training, Day 3. With a lot of hopes. DBZ is my favorite anime I hope this challenge will motivate me!!

 

Day 52

 

check in day 59!

 

Checking in Saiyans!

Day 437 free of Porn and Day 365 free MO,

I have reached a year since the last time I MOed. I'm grateful for everything I've experienced over the last year. I am grateful for this community, upon which we share a common path.

I want to return to a topic I bring up fairly regularly, awareness of emotional turmoil, potential or even perceived trauma and any level of discomfort. We have access to such a wide variety of on demand, effortless distractions today. Each of which hacks an aspect of regular human interaction. Why work on yourself, whether that be socially, physically or mentally to attract a partner when you have access to a never ending selection online? Why take the time to learn a new skill, study, better yourself when you have access to an easy level up in a video game? Why work on your in person socials skills when you can spend your day in the sphere of social media, where you can portray a fake persona and be loved for it?

Our brain gets accustom to gratification without effort, accustomed turns to dependent and dependent turns to self-destructive. In this matter we can say our brain can be quite silly, when left to its own devices. It's also intelligent, because deep down it knows that this form of gratification is empty and over long periods very harmful. All of the above habits, have been ingrained in us for a long time. Some of us are worse off than others (by that I mean some started at much younger ages and some on many more habits). I feel for the kids who will grow up with "meta world" being mainstream. It's going to be absolute mental health mayhem.

Now I don't want people to get the wrong impression, I'm not trying advocate you all become luddites. I'm simply advocating for awareness, intent, caution and simplicity. If you are to use the internet, go on with intent beforehand. I mentioned emotional awareness before, notice when your brain pulls you towards any of the mediums above. Pay close attention in that moment, what is it that your brain wants you to stay clear from. It may be something as simple as boredom, or as complex as a traumatic trigger. This is something your brain has learned to escape from, rather than tackle. We can only escape for so long, at certain point these emotions overflow as no medium is strong enough to hold them at bay. This is where you work comes in, taking the reins of your brain back and staring at whatever that may be. This is where your healing truly begins.

Stay strong Saiyans!

 

Day 88
Whenever I left alone with my thoughts I think if I had not relapsed my other try's I would be a lot farther. But at the same time then it would not have been as rewarding reaching and breaking my old records. Everyday since I started on this journey I've remembered to eat well, sleep well, and train well I'll never forget to do that now. Many people doubted that I would actually get far or make improvement and now that I've improved everything I've done with myself It feels good to see there faces that I've proven them wrong but at the same time I didn't do it for there reaction I did it for me. And it's amazing everyday waking up and seeing more and more improvements in myself. I can't wait till I reach a hundred days. Till then...

...I'll see you tomorrow Z Warriors!!!

 

Training hard day 61.