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Hi guys , I don’t know why I can’t ask a question. I am a 20 years old , I’m addicted on porn 10 years ago and masturbation 8 years ago . I was shy , bored , weak , lazy , have no vision with my life so I tried to quit it . I’m trying to quit it since I was 15 but I relapse and relapse but I reached 30 days and 49 days without porn and wow that’s amazing but unfortunately I relapse again . Allah was always with me and I never gave up I’m in a good college and having good alot friends but I’ do it . My hair fall , my sight became bad , I live a day good and another bad . I’m tired with it and I’m in my first day now . I read that it need 90 days to heal from porn but as I said I’m trying to quit it 5 years ago so I do it only 4 times a month and I’m not that addicted but I relapse always .. so my birthday after 14 days and I’m in my first one . I wanted to make my 21 birthday something bigger and well but I relapse . I was thinking about making my BD a new life 2 months ago but I relapse . So if I quit it for 14 days , will I be able to start a new life from my birthdays ? Or it’s a short period to recover ? Also what should I do to speed up my recovery time so I can heal in 14 days ? I’m working out and eating well . But I’m now in finL exam so I need to study too much . So guys what should I do ? Also my hair and my sight ‘ll gonna be better if I quit it ?

 

Thanks_at first _ but I’m not askin about complete cure , I ask if 14 days ‘ll gonna make me think ‘ll and take decisions in my life ? Or I won’t be able to do that just a lazy youngman . Is this worth to take a risk and make this 14 days a period that I’ll lean on to built a new life or I just ignore my birthday and wait 90 days to start a new one … just exciting that after 14 days everything’ll gonna be fine . Do you get it ?

 

Hi , I’m 20 years old . I srart watching in 10 and fabbing in 12 . That time I was shy , lazy , stupid , weaker than I used to in my childhood . I decided to search for my reason why I’m that bad and I found that porngraphy was that reason . So in 15 I decided to quit porn . So since I was 15 I’m trying to quit it but now I’m still trying ! Maybe before that I used to do it many times a week but about 4 years I only do it 4 days a month _ yea days cause I relapse and do it a lot . every birthday I decide to make it a new life but I stupidly relapse :/ but now after all of my tries to quit it , I’m now better , stronger , sociable , harmony, well minded .. all of these feelings comes to me after 7 days maybe and after 14 days I start feeling too much . I quit it for 49 days and I was woow !! after that I relapse . I also quit it for 39 days and then I relapse! That’s my big tries . the other was just less than 14 days or less than 7 . But my birthday is after 14 days . So to be clear here ,, I decided 77 days ago to stop it and make my birthday new life but relapse but after that it become 35 days to my birthday and now to be clear 17 days to my birthday and I hope to not relapse . The hard is that I’m in exams so I need to study so well beside my journy to heal up . So are the 17 days a primary enough period to just think well and able to decide , able to think , able to luagh , able to be well minded ? Able to feel self confident? Or I need to wait 90 days before I take that risk ? Please help . And what can I do to speed up my healing time

 

Hi , I’m 20 years old . I srart watching in 10 and fabbing in 12 . That time I was shy , lazy , stupid , weaker than I used to in my childhood . I decided to search for my reason why I’m that bad and I found that porngraphy was that reason . So in 15 I decided to quit porn . So since I was 15 I’m trying to quit it but now I’m still trying ! Maybe before that I used to do it many times a week but about 4 years I only do it 4 days a month _ yea days cause I relapse and do it a lot . every birthday I decide to make it a new life but I stupidly relapse :/ but now after all of my tries to quit it , I’m now better , stronger , sociable , harmony, well minded .. all of these feelings comes to me after 7 days maybe and after 14 days I start feeling too much . I quit it for 49 days and I was woow !! after that I relapse . I also quit it for 39 days and then I relapse! That’s my big tries . the other was just less than 14 days or less than 7 . But my birthday is after 14 days . So to be clear here ,, I decided 77 days ago to stop it and make my birthday new life but relapse but after that it become 35 days to my birthday and now to be clear 17 days to my birthday and I hope to not relapse . The hard is that I’m in exams so I need to study so well beside my journy to heal up . So are the 17 days a primary enough period to just think well and able to decide , able to think , able to luagh , able to be well minded ? Able to feel self confident? Or I need to wait 90 days before I take that risk ? Please help . And what can I do to speed up my healing time

 

Hi , I’m 20 years old . I srart watching in 10 and fabbing in 12 . That time I was shy , lazy , stupid , weaker than I used to in my childhood . I decided to search for my reason why I’m that bad and I found that porngraphy was that reason . So in 15 I decided to quit porn . So since I was 15 I’m trying to quit it but now I’m still trying ! Maybe before that I used to do it many times a week but about 4 years I only do it 4 days a month _ yea days cause I relapse and do it a lot . every birthday I decide to make it a new life but I stupidly relapse :/ but now after all of my tries to quit it , I’m now better , stronger , sociable , harmony, well minded .. all of these feelings comes to me after 7 days maybe and after 14 days I start feeling too much . I quit it for 49 days and I was woow !! after that I relapse . I also quit it for 39 days and then I relapse! That’s my big tries . the other was just less than 14 days or less than 7 . But my birthday is after 14 days . So to be clear here ,, I decided 77 days ago to stop it and make my birthday new life but relapse but after that it become 35 days to my birthday and now to be clear 17 days to my birthday and I hope to not relapse . The hard is that I’m in exams so I need to study so well beside my journy to heal up . So are the 17 days a primary enough period to just think well and able to decide , able to think , able to luagh , able to be well minded ? Able to feel self confident? Or I need to wait 90 days before I take that risk ? Please help . And what can I do to speed up my healing time

 

No . What I’m saying is that I wanna make my birthday special . So from that day I stopped watching porn to that day when my birthday is 14 days