[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Hi how are you????

 

Hi guys I use to come here. Didn't come here thought concentrating on no pmo will also lead to pmo. Did will for a while back then but things became bad soon after that. Till day couldn't be pmo free. All my friends here made it 90 and doing great but i am back to square one every single day.

I am wishing to start my nofap journey again.

Day 0/90.
Please God i need you on this.

 

Day 0

 

Yes true, every mistake is a lesson that makes us stronger. When I started noFap I struggled a lot, but with time I improve, though I still struggle.
When I abstain from porn for a while I feel good, cool, worthy and at peace. This is happiness. I feel that I can deal with anything.
Engaging in this destructive habit makes me feel the total opposite. However, some people try to normalize porn, by saying it is only problematic if you can't control the habit.
I don't think I'm very addicted to it, but at the same time, I can't say that I'm in control, because when I reset that is because I lost control, even if it is after 10, 20... days it doesn't matter.
Quitting porn forever is the way to live, this is what I'm trying to learn.

There is hope.
We shall succeed, as long as we keep improving.

 

2months 2 weeks 2 days

 

65 days!

 

Hi buddy, I'm ok. I had a pretty good streak going and learned alot, but slipped up recently. So re-committing to getting porn out of my life. Good to see you around again. Good luck with your goals!

 

Day 5/90. A day with a lot of extremes. Good ones and bad ones, but I got through without PMO. Need to be careful with the urges I’m feeling the next few days and not play into them.

 

Day 6

 

Day 6 hardmode complete

 

0/90
Another relapse! Feels like I am never going to overcome this shit. I am tired. I feel broken. My latest relapse happened after getting intimate with my gf on Sunday and I guess the chaser effect was on full blast yesterday. No matter what I did, I could not beat the urges. It is like I was not in control of myself. I am tired! So tired!

I am going to come up with a different strategy because what I am doing now is not working at all. A relapse every 3-6 days is a failing strategy. I need to sit down today and strategize and truly make recovery my primary focus in life right now.

 

Day 3

 

Day 4

 

Day 39

 

Day 0

This morning I was being lazy not getting up immediately and ended up looking at some girl in bikini, not even nude or anything. But I consider this stupid and counterproductive to my goals here. So I reset.

 

Day 0

 

Day 1

 

Day: 2/90

 

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