The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Guys you four have fallen but you will rise again, keep fighting!

I just wanted to give you guys an idea. If you feel like trying it maybe it was good haha.

I believe great power comes from caring for the others. In fact, some of my strength comes from the idea of not letting you guys down.

So why don't the four of you make a team, some kind of pact or alliance that will bond you, so you know it's not just you who will get hurt if you fall, but also your 3 brothers.

If you decide to do this, you four have to be really serious about it, it would be a true responsibility.

God bless you.

 

You can even put a name to the alliance, and put it on your signature. Great idea @Kairose

 

Idk about that brother! If they want to try this, that's up to them to decide.

 

Day 44

First day in uncharted territory, and all seems to be well! I didn’t get a great night’s sleep (hotel bed) and had a 4-hour drive back home, so safe to say I’ve been pretty lethargic since getting back. To add to this, my ‘you-know-whats’ are beginning to ache, something I’ve not experienced during a reboot before - I suppose progress, however uncomfortable, is still progress!

 

Day 1

The physical urges are already trying to kick back up again despite my latest reset, though the thoughts are still calm.

Today I've actually made my own challenge called 'The Legend of Zelda' Challenge, based on one of my first loves of gaming. Actually I've started rediscovering a lot of things that used to make me happy, like I've rekindled my love for Star Wars (despite the direction it's been taken to), for the lore of Warcraft.

 

Day 192

Good day. I feel a little weird tho because an ongoing situation here. But I feel good anyway.

Btw today's cold shower was probably the hardest so far... And we're far from winter

 

Day 364

 

Hate to add another reset to the train, but honesty is about the only thing I have left. Day 0, Nazgul.

I'm extra mad at myself because I knew all day that I was going to be challenged tonight. We had a Super Bowl party, I ate a ton of food, and I topped it off with a couple beers. A couple hours later, with my brain thoroughly fogged, I chased down one of the points of curiosity that's been jiggling around the back of my brain for a few days, found some pornographic gifs, and masturbated. So stupid. Slider got it exactly right in this quote below. I'm going to cut all alcohol out of my life, no exceptions, no questions asked. I've only been drinking about once a month anyway, at social events, but every single time I do it sets me off in a bad way. A single beer is enough to do it.

Words of wisdom, brother. Thank you.

Guilt is not such a bad thing because it prompts us to action. Shame is what we need to avoid. Shame says that you need to hide your failures, to ignore them and run away. Guilt says you need to fix the things that made you fall so it won't happen again. Rise up.

Guardian angels, pray for us.

 

Day 2

 

1 day >> Orc. The spell of porn is strong in me.

 

Day 14! I'm gonna finish this week strong and move onto the next with vigor! My real journey begins tomorrow

 

Day 3 - Orc, The Dark Tower Barad-Dûr

 

Back to Day 0, chasers are the worst.

 

Day 1: Orc (The spell of porn is strong in you)

Thank you for the well wishes guys.

 

Day 15: I'm joining the fellowship as a Hobbit and heading for Bree!

 

Day 62 complete!

we did have sex after three weeks and the sex was probably the best we’ve ever had. As I have guessed after this my urges went up drastically. It might be easier to go PM free if tou are single

 

Thank you! I did not know that.

 

Day 357 no PMO. Good day yesterday with no urges.

 

Day 1

First step in the right direction

 

Day 11