[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 4/90!!

 

Hi guy day 0 here
I am new to no faphope it works out

 

Welcome back!!

 

Making it happen one day at a time.

Clean hands and a clear conscience,
R3G3NT

 

Day 1

 

17/90! Best I’ve done in a long time!

 

Day 8 went well. Today I felt mood off. When all my friends are talking to each other interestingly. I sat there silently. I left work feeling what's wrong with because i could not talk anything. My whole life been like this. Still same. I am not that interesting like others ... I can not talk to girls like others. Kind of fell of the face of the earth today. Need to learn a lot.

Day 9.

 

Starting today (again)

 

Day 0, relapsed last night. I had been feeling psychological tension the past couple days. Very strong and lots of angry thoughts. THIS exact thing is the reason I relapse 99.9% of the time. Usually always around the 14-21 days mark! I’ve got to find a way to get past this

 

Day 17

 

Day 15

 

Felt some urges but then decided to log in, but I'm OK. I will remind myself of what I already know, that P+MO is a waste of my precious energy. I will visualise how I preserve and build up my energy. For you who thinks 40 days are difficult, it's not.
Last time I was at day 38 but the only thing that ended it was because I made a bad choice.
My advice is to calmd own the mind. Some guys here do meditation, I don't.
Or maybe in a way.. Cold showers are my type of "meditation" and it works really well.

 

Day 55

 

95/90

 

I agree with you wholeheartedly about the accountability aspect and feeling like you are part of a community. I will post as often as I can!

 

Relapse yesterday after 7-9days NF - back to DAY 1 today.

Got caught out texting a girl I'm flirting with which brought strong urges. Pleased it wasn't a relapse through watching porn and didn't actually feel too negative.

I've found NF to be so powerful so far - confidence is high and love not feeling drained.

If anything this has spurred me on to go even longer this stretch!

Thank you for the support on this thread - the likes are super encouraging.

 

3/90.

 

Day 1

 

Day 1

 

Day 74