The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 9

Still not feeling 100%, but well enough to work. Thankfully, even during all of that, I still didn't have any issues with urges or memories. In fact, thinking on it now, the memories are starting to become less frequent, probably due to it being 2 months porn free, and the times they do pop up, I don't have as much of a physical reaction to them. So despite the rough last couple of months, I think it might actually be paying off now.

 

Daily Check In with my Fellowship, and like many of you, my thoughts are with the Ukranian people lately.

“The world is full enough of hurts and mischances without wars to multiply them.” – The Warden of the Houses of Healing in Gondor

 

Checking in.

All good so far.

 

Day 3

 

I will. Thank you for your kind words. It is true, I can do it again better and go for the Grey Wizard

 

Thanks for the endorsement. My progress will make you smile again I promise.

 

Thanks for the endorsement, this is a piece of good advice. I can do it again!

"Don't turn slip-ups into give-ups."

 

Day 61

Very tired today, back at college which meant I was sitting down for most of the day. No urges, time for bed!

 

Day 381

 

Day 3 complete.

I gave in to MO last Sunday morning, but since then the urges have been minimal. It makes me very proud and inspired to see guys who are making good progress, continually pushing themselves and overcoming their limits. At the same time, it makes me wonder why I can't do the same. I'm pretty good about staying clean for 8-9 days and then getting no farther. What's holding me back from being able to fight to my full capacity so I can overcome these sins? Something must be missing and I need to figure out what; otherwise I'll keep tripping up at the same point and never growing. I hope it's not a sign of subconscious despair, thinking ahead of time that it's hopeless and I shouldn't bother putting forth a 100% effort.

St. Joseph, pray for us.

 

3 days
Number of times I checked out girls yesterday: 2

 

Day 79 complete!

It feels great to live another day without PM. I still have fantasies about my wife, but they are getting fewer.

For me (when I was stuck in your position) the problem was fantasies. I wasn’t watching P in the real world, but I was creating it in my head. So you have to mortify the part of your sexuality that gives rise to the urges, by avoiding temptation in your head and outside of it. And you have to like not being in control of your urges, you have to like the power to say no to a sexy girl. But it’s just theory, you have to make it work on your own

 

Day 1.

 

2 days.

 

Maybe its a fear of changes, of dying of the old you to which you attached that holds you back. You want to eat your cake and still have it. Be like a seed that falls into soil and dies so that it can live.

Come on bro , pluck the courage and leave the old behind, like Sam did. That's the only way.

 

Hey guys Im back again ... was ashamed and quite depressed lately and couldnt reach more than 3/4 days.
Now Im on day 3 - its was kinda dumb to not use this forum anymore for the reason to be ashamed of my (not so huge) progress. Progress is progress it wont matter in the end as long as I keep going tryin' and fightin'!

hope you have a good day - stay strong!
And let us pray for evryone who hasnt!

 

Day 374 no PMO. Most of the day went well. Had a fight with my wife last night so my day ended badly. I’m ready to make today a good day. Good luck out there everyone.

 

Day 210


https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/habit-update.327466/

 

Day 0-relapsed. Man this shit is hard​

 

Day 41 today, getting busy with life, no serious urges last few days. Should be coming soon, ready to fight. Life is so much better now than before I started here. Feeling a lot better and getting more done.