The Harry Potter Challenge

Day 67.

 

PRISONER OF AZKABAN: DAY 0
Pictures

 

Day 4 in the Hospital Wing.

 

Day 2, wishing you all a wonderful day
We had some snow over night

 

Day 3

 

Day 19

 

Day 4, checking in, fair day everyone

 

day checking in

 

I just slipped. Shit. I knew I was starting to get to the point of a breakdown, and I didn't stop myself from doing it anyway. The whole ridiculous thing is that right after I finished, I immediately, in the same moment, began to analyze what had happened. That is, the mind takes absolutely no pleasure in PMO anymore-it's just a freaking old habit of the body.

I definitely realized that PMO was my way of escaping responsibility for the tasks I wanted to accomplish and needed to accomplish. My addiction has so impaired my ability to work and put effort into my work that the difficulties make me want to run away. I'm used to running away for pleasure so that I don't have to do the hard stuff (which is precisely where I get my real pleasure, after all). I'm so sick of this damn addiction, it's just nonsense - the same thing over and over again for 8+ years.

Do you guys have any advice? Maybe some ways to develop a love of work and finally give up the constant search for pleasure.
Thanks and keep fighting.

 

If the urges appears, take deep breath ,slow breath to connect again with the present , that will makes the brain thinking on what he is trying to do.

 

Hospital Wing Day 1

 

PRISONER OF AZKABAN: DAY 1

 

Day 5

 

Day 5 - Hospital Wing. I think I’ll finally be leaving the hospital soon!

 

Day 3 hopefully the last day that I am a muggle

 

day 2 going on!

 

Most Welcome

 

HEAD OF DEPARTMENT
Day 100

 

Day 45
Slytherin year five , Patronus: Russian blue cat, agree...
More decide to end with this habit,

Get away from my life you now who."