[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 7. First week completed

 

I relapsed again.
I can't let myself continue sinking.

Day 2 completed.

 

Day 19 of 90 P Free
Day 0 of 90 MO Free

Slipped up yest. But I'm ready to continue to reach my goals.

Cause: Boredom, low motivation for self improvement tasks, had the day off.

Effects After: Brain Fog and lower motivation. MO only helped for 10 mins. Not worth it. Keep going guys!

 

Getting close to my second month of NF!. Or maybe I have already. I forgot what day I'm on again because the counter won't show up on this thing.. Is it day 57 maybe??

Thank you everyone for your support! Let's help each other get the life that we deserve. A much better life with joy, friendship, and love.

One day I picked up a book and just began to read it. I haven't done that in a long time because my mind was too dull and too scattered to focus on anything because of P. But now it's much better.

Before.. When things were really bad I one time watched P for 24 hours straight without eating and that scared the sh*t out of me! I NEVER want to experience that again. I felt absolutely terrible after that.. Porn is Evil. Stay the h*ll away from it.

Now I have mental stability. But I know things are far away from over. I have lots of things to work on. But I'm much wiser now than ever before.
If I only could go back to my 16 or 21 year old self and make better decisions...

But I'm still young.

May the light be with you on your journey!

 

Day 0

 

Day 0 yesterday

 

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Day 19

 

Thanks for the advice and encouragement! The urges are certainly much stronger right now I can't seem to beat them at all. I will need all the willpower in the world to even just register one day clean but I will do it.

 

0/90 Still stuck on ground zero. However, after bingeing on porn and MOing for almost 3 days straight, my body is exhausted and I feel like today I will break the curse coz I just don't feel like watching porn or MOing. I also totally forgot about my April challenge. It is like I have been in a trance completely oblivious to reality. Porn really hijacks one's brain. But today I break the curse. I am going back to the basics.

April Challenge (From April 5th onwards)
Waking up at 5:30 am: 5/25
Morning Routine (Meditation, Gratitude, Affirmations): 7/25
No using my phone in bed: 1/25
Read at least 4 books in April: Book 2 of 4- Wake Up! Stop Sabotaging Your Happiness and Your Success
Web Development learning for at least 100hrs: 6 hrs 48 mins
Cold Shower: 4/25
News Fast:3/25
YouTube Fast: 1/25
Complete Recovery Nation Workshop: Lesson 41 of 73
Run 20 Kms: 3.24 of 20 Kms

 

Day 5 bois!!!

 

Day 2

 

Day 9



10 July 2022!

 

Day three.
Like all say that that nofap is marathon and on 1st week you feel motivated so you didn't do relapse but on 2nd week your urgees was on high as we can't even imagine but after 3rd week we see benifits of this marathon .
Hopping to reach as possible as i can like till day thirty.

 

Yeh bro

 

Day 0. I feel sad and down

 

Day 7

 

Day 8

 

I Relapse guys. Nose dived ever since MO. Well, i think i need to go in more of a monk type mode. I need to plan the details out still but I decided im going to continue this challenge and just point out my slip up days. Going to restart my 30 day challenge and start fresh there. Never let your streaks go for granted. I accomplished alot and broke any record i had before. 18 days still blows my mind. Proud of myself for that.

Day 20 of 90

New Streak: 0 days (4/20 - ? )
Record: 18 days (3/31 - 4/18)
Slip up days MO: Day 18/19
Slip up days PMO: Day 20

 

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