The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 42

Kinda an off day. I feel more at risk then normal today. Oh well... Just gotta push through it. One thing that's bugging me is I don't know how long it'll take to cure my pied.

 

Day 2 complete!

Feeling really busy and stressed about the end of the semester...I have two papers to write in basically two weeks and my whole upcoming weekend is already blocked off. I'm typically a pretty slow writer, so this will be a real challenge for me, but without the wasted time and the brain fog from PMO, I can do it. The problem is that being stressed is a great trigger for PMO, but as they say, when the going gets tough, the tough get going.

@Paul S. Challenge accepted!

St. Joseph of Cupertino, pray for us!

 

I was making an assumption that you want a girlfriend or a serious relationship. If you are okay for her to have another guy, than you don’t even need to ask her. If you don’t want her as you girlfriend than don’t tell her that. It’s good to be direct if you have made your mind and are ready to face the consequences. Maybe you didn’t make your mind about her yet. It’s ok, but then my advice would be not to fall in love with her yet

 

Day 10 complete

I slept great tonight. I feel great

 

Had a peek again at p-subs (tiktok, insta), so im resetting.

Streaks are getting longer though, which is good! (Made it to 15+ again)

Day 0 - Nazgul, The Dark Tower Barad-Dûr

 

Day 110

Had a great day at work, the weather’s lovely so everyone is in a top mood. My flatmate went away for a few days so I’m going to be home alone until Sunday, and therefore I must be extra careful at home.

Realising how even having one drink in the evening affects my performance at the gym, so I’m going to cut back to help my physical ability.

 

Starting out day 9. Morning workout done. Feeling energetic...

 

Day 12 and Day 5 as an Uruk-Hai

 

Day 423 no PMO. Had a good day with a lot of volunteer work. Struggled to get my step goal accomplished but was able to get it done.

 

day 11

I don’t have time to write today since I have to go out of town quickly for some work. We’re still going strong, hang in there!

 

Day 8 already, but almost slipped. However it is to be expected that hardships will engulf me as I try to clear.

 

Dawn of the 34th day.

 

Check in day 206

 

Day checking in:
I use to hate it but this feeling just increase the urges so no more.
Feeling a little better .

 

Checking in for day 12 - yesterday was the hardest day so far, i didn't keep to my routine and so i was a bit lost towards the night which made me start fishing. Luckily i was able to stop myself from going too far. I'm going to have to be extra vigilant today. Onward!

 

Day 259

 

End of day 9. Today was my leg day. I can't feel my legs, just the pain

 

Checking in, doing well, grateful for your fellowship.

 

Checking in / day 6.

 

Completed 5, but went back to 0, again

MO relapse, again. P, the main enemy, seems very distant, though. Even without blockers, I'm feeling safe about P.