The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 31 complete

thank you @RiseToGreatness and @Slider8

I am doing okay, better than last week. Today I will be interpreting in my church from the stage, I am a little bit nervous, but not too much yet. Drank a little bit of cofee yesterday. Don’t know if its the cofee or the evening event, but I feel a little bit scatered about. Trying to focus on the routine now

 

Day 5 complete - Orc

 

Day 8 checkin, Uruk-Hai

 

Day 21 - Hobbit, The village of Bree

 

Challenge accepted

 

Day 5 Orc

 

I totally agree it was a new (unforeseen) way of fishing. The excitement for the best of me. I do also agree that it isn’t be definition a reset. I screwed up no doubt but I’m gonna keep chugging along.

 

awesome advice!

 

Thanks to everyone who responded to me yesterday. I feel by definition that I am not going to reset my counter. I do think I was fishing without totally realizing it at first. I think I was just excited anticipating where it was going even though it actually didn’t go anywhere. I blocked the account and will be more aware going forward. I do admit this was a huge mistake on my part but I am human after all. Day 444 no PMO.

 

Check in day 226

 

@Ready to Stop

I believe this is technically called Spontaneously Ejaculation. It seems to occur more commonly among males who have been on long term abstinence from ejaculation/orgasm, whether or not for semen retention purpose. Based on what you shared, it seems to be induced by your interaction with that woman via the subconscious sexual stimuli your brain delivered.

You can't control your subconsciousness. You didn't consciously sought the ejaculation. So no need to reset your counter. Just learn from this lesson (avoid any environment that could induce subconscious sexual arousal) and move forward.

All in all, be gentle with yourself.

 

Welcome! How's it going?

I'm a couple days or so into this journey as, once again, an orc.

 

Day 12 done!
Medium urges yesterday, trying to stay out from social networks. Keep strong my brothers!

 

End of day 8, bit of edging but was able to control.

 

Checking in day 180.

 

I saw a picture... but the important parts were cover with stickers , so i didn't considering a relapse before but...thinking well... i guess it is.
Day 0

 

Day 280

 

Day 24. excited that i am going to reach 30 days of nofap.

 

Better today than yesterday. It is nice to see so much positive support coming from the fellowship. Onward!