The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 16
worked out and trying to eat healthy. Middle urges yestarday, but in a momemnt of the day the urges were strong. Managed the urges focusing in something else. Keep strong my brothers!

 

Checking in fellowship. Day 2 of the journey !

 

Day 132. I may be a little sparse on checking in the next couple of weeks, as I have family coming in town for my daughter's wedding. This is my oldest child, the first to get married, and we are excited for her. Carry on, fellowship!

 

Day 28

 

Day 136

Today was great but weird; I was speaking with a colleague while we were looking after a friend’s kid - I made a joke to the kid while he played a game on his phone and my colleague just lost it with laughter. I’m no comedian, but hearing her laugh like that made me incredibly attracted to her. It’s probably a selfish feeling that I need to mull over, and I won’t act on anything immediately, but I couldn’t help but feel content in that moment knowing that I’d brought her a moment of joy.

Urges are much the same - no option for PMO today, and I had a good conversation with my old flatmate about porn and how he’s managing in his new marriage. It’s great to see him doing so well!

 

Day 0

 

Day 22 today, biggest streak this year was somewhere around almost 50 halfway there

 

Day 456

 

Check in day 231

 

Day 4 complete! I will confess that after dinner I started fishing for about two minutes, but I quickly realized what an idiot I was being and I was able to put a stop to it.

The blocker that I currently have on my phone likes to malfunction from time to time with no warning, so I'm thinking about trying to stack blockers. Right now the app I have is called Bl ockerX. Do y'all have any recommendations for additional ones I can use?

St. Barnabas, pray for us!

Edit: That space in the name of the app is there because apparently the editor will star it out otherwise. Weird.

 

Day 8

 

Day 36 complete

Still geting some impulses to look for sexy images, resisting so far. Not enought sleep from the weekend hit me yesterday and I drank two cofee drinks, didn’t have so much cofee for a wery long time. Good in general.

 

Day ,284

 

Day 93 completed

 

Day 449 no PMO.

 

Dawn of the 60th day.

Woke up this morning to find I erupted during my sleep. Not going to fret over this since I'm two months in and it was bound to happen. Just an annoying mess to clean up.

 

Day 17
Middle urges yestarday, but with some issues to focus in my work. Keep strong my brothers!

 

Day one

Yesterday was great. I had to be home alone for some time and I was home, alone, with urges, and I didn’t fap. Simple as that. For a long time I’ve felt that I have been doing stuff right like exercising / eating and sleeping right. But in the end the biggest thing is simply doing the work itself.
I’m not out of the danger zone, but I just hope that I’ll remember this feeling the next time I’ll be at that crossroad.

congratulations!!!!

 

Day 285!