The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Check in day 232

 

Day 137

It was one year to the day that I found out I’d be training to be a Priest; so much has changed in this time, but the days have flown by so quickly it feels like weeks not months.

Compared to how I felt a few weeks ago I’m in a much better place emotionally and mentally, but the battle with PMO has grown more difficult. I’m still fighting urges, and I’m occasionally tempted to fish, but so far I’ve managed not to indulge myself in these temptations.

 

Day 29, check.

 

Day 5,

Just wanted to check in. Sending you all my best

 

day 9

 

Day 5 complete!

This was one of those glorious days where I didn't think about PMO at all and I didn't have too. We had a freakishly strong but very short storm yesterday which knocked down some tree limbs, so my family and I spent a little time this afternoon hauling those out of the backyard. We're lucky that we didn't have any whole trees fall on us, which did happen to some people. The man across the street needs a new roof now. Anyway, back on topic, I spoke to my grandparents today as well and in the evening I went to watch my little sister's band concert. A good day overall.

St. John Berchmans, pray for us!

 

Day 457

 

Day 37 complete

my wife offered me to come home earlier and have sex. So I did, but we didn’t have sex. She was feeling down, I wasn’t able cheer her up. This morning I looked at butt images sry guys. I will start that video about flare method on this breakfast

 

Beginning of Day 3 - Did all the morning routines already and will go for a 1h work-out now. See ya!
Have some awesome day !!

 

Day 2!
And I’m stupidly happy about it.
Yesterday I studied, worked out, talked to my AP and other people in this great community and had meaningful conversations with friends and my wife.

Of Course there is a million more steps to take before I’ll reach where I’m going, but at least I know that I’m currently walking in the right direction.

stay strong brother, you are doing great.
maybe there is a way for you to have a "reboot" in your reboot, like taking 48 hours to get completely offline to cut the fishing habit again.

 

450 days – You´re halfway up the mountainside!! The slopes are rocky, the ground is unstable and sharp. Orbs of fire fly in the air expelled from the vulcan and the heat is unberable. You feel tired and drained but clenching your fists your determination is stronger than ever.

 

Checking in day 4. I have a question for you guys with wives/girlfriends. Do you avoid finishing while having intercourse or how do you deal with this and the chaser effect?

Have a great day!

 

Hi Fellowship. I have not been posting lately because I kept failing.
My goal is to keep checking in everyday at the very least.
Baby steps for me.

 

Dawn of the 61st day.

My fiancee and I are not having sex. So there you go.

I've come to the conclusion to go ahead and finish. When the time comes that is what I'm going to do.

 

Day 4, rejoining the fight

 

Day 18
Low urges yestarday, I hanged out with my family, so was a good Day. I still have the thougth that I want to tell somebody that I'm figthing with this addiction. I want to tell to my best friend and to a psycology (I neve went with one), becouse I'm afraid to relapse again and I know that this will help.

Keep strong my brothers!

 

Day 286

 

Day 18! Almost got the hang of it

 

"Emergency-Question":
Guys I had some real interesting insight : 2 of my main problems (1 is PMO) seem to come from some emotional closure and pain etc I had already built in deep. I need some technique ...some emotional release .. stuff. Do someone know sth good??
Heard some music that let me release some emotions yesterday. Felt way better after that. Im already meditatin' and workin' out frequently.
Hope someone has some new idea^^ Would be glad to hear your suggestions^!

 

Day 138

I’ve been super annoyed today, hit my wing mirror reversing through a gate. It’s not badly damaged but I’ve not been able to relax about it, and this has led to an increased urge to relapse.

That being said, it’s just a wing mirror, it won’t need replacing, and the only thing badly hurt was my pride. Should teach me a lesson!