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Any of you experience this what i'm about to explain

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by LuxoSierra, May 23, 2022.

  1. May 23, 2022 #1
    LuxoSierra

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    Good morning everyone!

    I've experiencied something this days that it is really intriguing to me. Currently this is my 30 plus day without PMO and recently something appear, a kind of urge, a though, a feeling, that wants to M, but it is a voice at the back of my head. It feels really behind everything, like someone talking at the last road of a theather. But this voice doesn't brings any reaction from me or my body. Before if i had such a feeling or voice telling me to come back, my body would react with shivers or something, but with this i ain't feeling those things.

    I'm still don't know if i hit the flatline or not cause everyone is different and my addiction comes from 20 plus years, so my deductions about the flat line says that mine will come later than usual. But maybe this is something that anyone who is currently at the flatline might experience. What do you guys thing? Anyone can bring some enlightment to me?

    Thank you for listening, have a greeat day!
     
    LuxoSierra, May 23, 2022
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  2. May 23, 2022 #2
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    the answers are within you, but I can share my own experience that lately I have also noticed the voice coming from the porn demons "behind" me, like they are trying to catch up with me and say: "hey, wait a fucking minute, buddy, what about us? You motherfucker, we are going to step up the game here and use some different tactics...." So, I have to be very watchful for these little pricks, because when I was watching a movie the other night, there was a girl in it with perfect tits, and I mean perfect! Like I haven't seen such perfect tits in a movie in a long time! So, yeah, they will probably be throwing curve balls and doing all kinds of tricks for a while longer, maybe years to come, but right now they are trailing behind, because I am stepping up my own game of practicing consistent daily routines to keep my mind focused on recovery
     
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