Day 23. Need help.

Hello everyone. Im new here. How to stop thinking about girls, relationship and get rid of bad mood in general? Im a 27 years old virgin, typical anti-social retard and for the 3 last days thoughts about girls, relationship comes to my mind more and more and it depresses me, i cry almost everyday. The strange thing is that i dont have urges, i dont have boner, i dont want to watch porn or masturbate (guys on reddit said that its a flatline) but i started to think about my loneliness, lack of social skills more and more. I go to the gym everyday, meditate but that doesnt help yet. No way its gonna break my will (if i would want to masturbate to porn again), i gave my word to God that i wont do it for a year (giving my word to God helped me to quit smoking), but still this depression, i dont know what to do with it. Anyone felt like i do? Has nofap even cured someone else's social-anxiety, did someone get a girlfriend, stopped being creep, get a normal life etc.?

Sorry for my bad english.