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Yes, I agree. There is something special about NoFappers and that is that we know we are P addicts and we want to change it.

We want to come out of the trend. Most P users don't know they are addicts, don't know that P can even be an addictive substance, and think what they are watching is normal.

We have come out of the mainstream and are already liberated.

One thing is for sure: There will be more of us. As P gets more and more extreme and more frequently used, people will suffer ED and other symptoms more often, and inevitably they will realize they must stop.

One day, P addiction will be a dinner-table topic, like smoking. But if you told someone now that you were a P addict, they would think you are joking.

 

"Evil contains within it the seeds of its own destruction." We have to rebel against it because every fiber of our being tells us that we can't do this any more. Anything perceived to be toxic and unnatural, it is natural to want to stop.

 

(day7) feeling good, memory is improving, had a dream last night that i had a son, (i'm only 24) so that was quite an experience, gotta call my dad today. Also going on an adventure (water fast, start 4pm yesterday 9/24, 18 hours), so feel free to join and let me know. Also I've been sleeping better and having better dreams which for me can be a major highlight. “All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.”
― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring

 

Damn! That sounds like a nightmare to me!

 

Hey i know it might be a little late But i would like to join in

 

Don't even entertain the idea of watching porn. Days 30 and beyond it will get really bad because you'll think you have "gotten over it, so why not?".

Keep notes in places you frequent a lot that say YOU SHALL NOT LOOK AT PORN or something like that. Remind yourself.

 

No worries @isaacspartan51 , thanks for sharing. I feel hearing the genuine desire to pick up where you left off is super helpful.
+ @going for it sure man, hopefully we all help each other up the hill.

 

Huh? Thought you were already a long way. Im day 3 now, but men focus dont relapse. Im going for the kill this time. Just lets do this and be jumping jacks in this forum in over two weeks hahaha. You can do it men, im finding my support though in here to keep this thing going for real this time. See ya

 

Gotta reset, looked and bad stuff yesterday

 

I don't feel like I have much to contribute on here anymore. But I still feel the need to be present for my own recovery. I've just made it back to where I relapsed before. If I could do this, I know you guys can. Just believe in yourself. You are capable of so much more than you're actually aware of. Dig deep for this one and get to the other side. Peace.

 

So: This week - continuing from day 90, but considering this an opportunity to recommit and focus. I have closed all old PMO forum accounts, installed K9, and deleted Facebook. Restarted my savings with an attitude of 'save first, use what's left wisely'. Applied for in-house funding for a project. Reactivated gym membership and set out an exercise program on advice of an instructor.

 

wow first girl in our thread.
Don't give up, you lost only 1 battle but not the war.
Usualy next time it will be easier to fight temptation.

 

good for you. Just keep going forward. It's not about 90 days, it's about changing our lifestyle to become those person which you really want to be.
And it doesn't matter which addiction do we fight porn, procrastination , overweight or something else.

 

I hope you are back up with me...remember we started this together.. i can actually see light at the end of this tunnel bro. Don't give up

 

How are things going on here? I have a few exams coming up starting tomorrow. It was really hard not to fap the last two days. But I realised studying and keeping myself busy the entire day makes me want to relax at the end of it all. No time to think about masturbation during the day and no interest to think about it in the night.

I haven't updated my progress since the reboot started cause I was busy studying. Sorry about that. Will update regularly from next Thursday.

 

So, I relapsed twice over the last two days, once each day. Both were due to boredom and what I believe is the habit I created, where it is a normal routine for me to do on a daily basis. After last nights I really felt disgusted about what I just viewed, which is a first for me, so I believe I am definitely on the right track. Edging is by far the hardest thing for me to overcome because for years I would check the updates on Chive and other p and non-p sites daily for what was probably hours so it became routine for me. But the more I distance myself from those things the easier it gets.

Also another thing that is going to keep me from going back to pmo is I could honestly feel pressure in the back of my head building up(dopamine release I assume) as I was doing it, where my head didn't hurt all day, and it still slightly hurts right now. I've never been that aware of my headaches as I was at that moment.

One of my personal goals is to do this with no internet blockers because I want to have the willpower to not seek out that content on my own. I realize it's harder, but I have to teach myself that there are a million other things I can do that don't involve that.

Alright, restarting day one, here we go!!!

Edit: I just realized my counter for 90 days ends on Christmas Eve, which, while a minor thing, is pretty motivating in itself as this will be one of the greatest Christmas gifts I can give myself, lol!

 

I'm interested!!!

 

My daily check-in. Just finished day 7 and feeling good. Every day is a challenge and at the same time it is paying big dividends. I can feel my will power coming back, it's a lot easier to see through short term temptations and focus on my long term goals. I am staying committed to this 90 day reboot and I hope you all are too.