[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 5

 

Day 36

 

Day 0… I need help

 

Yes. This is exactly it. I remind myself often of the consequences. Never worth the pain I feel afterwards. Thank you.

 

I admit that I am a sex addict. Thats ok. All I need to do is use my desires to better myself.

Who fills their gas tank with honey?
Someone who wants to ensure they go nowhere.

I must use the gas that makes my vehicle run properly and effectively. Instead of letting my fuel spill on the ground.

Revved up today. Hot girls waiting at the gym and I have a full tank ready to go.

 

Day 1

 

Day 1 went well. Day 2

 

Thanks buddy, really appreciate your kind words.

 

Relapsed today after 12 days
I felt horny... again i couldnt say no.

Day 0

 

day 0, I will never give up

 

Well i am back , i have a girlfriend and i want to do it for her , she deserves better than my stupid brain lol. so day 1!!!

 

15/90

 

Day 13

 

Day 58

 

Day 15.

I will not PMO today because it makes me anxious.

 

Day 2.

 

im on day 2

 

We are all thinking about sex and porn all the time so dont feel bad

 

20/90- Today I am just taking the time to celebrate life. I am dancing like a fool to music and just being an idiot. It is awesome to be alive!

I have been wondering lately why can't I just be happy with myself today. Why am I waiting for an arbitrary number of 90 PMO free days to be happy? Why am I waiting to accumulate things to be happy? Why do I have to wait for other people to approve of me to be happy? Why can't I be happy with myself right now? Anyway, whatever the answer is I don't know. All I know is I have to be more present to the now and develop self love.

 

Day 22