Day 1 Orc It started out with thinking I would continue to edge today. Very real sensations and expectations, but it has turned around and I am clean. Went to gym, and swam, sat in hot tub. Feel better about today. Still hallow, but it's manageable for now.
Back to Day 0. Didn't look at porn, so that's a win, but MO still happened. I am sick of failure. This addiction keeps holding me down and preventing me from becoming who I am meant to be. I want to find success so badly. St. Rita of Cascia, pray for us!
Day 16. Sting is now back in my inventory where he belongs. Great comments in the fellowship this weeks. Keep it up fellows!
Day 60 complete After I reported yesterday, I searched for barely clothed women images and wasted abou a half an hour on that. Today I am writing this while sitting on the bed, after this I will not take my phone to the toilet. Morning is a dangerous time, I will be careful.
Day 5. Great ¡¡ one day more than the last time, let's keep going because our goal it's to get to Mordor and to cast that into the fire.
Day 43 Today is a great day. In the morning, I saw a girl in bus stop. she is in front of me. I noticed that she watched me stealthily. she is very beautiful girl. That was my memorable incident. I proud of myself. Because I think I am a most ugly person . because before I start the NoFap , i have some acnes in my face. one hour later I walked to my college. In college, I could talk lot of beautiful girls with maintaining my eye contact. I have never talked beautiful girls . Thanks lot for my brothers . you motivate me every day . Today was a lovely day.
Usual day today, No urges at all, was quite productive during the day. Will have 3 days in the row without the work. Will try to spend these days productively
Day 17 check in--strong urge this morning and started edging without thinking. Back under control but not happy about the close call.
Day 5! Low urges yestarday, I hanged out with friends so was a good nigth. I notice something, the last time that I hanged out with friends and drunk so much beer (yestarday was the same case) and, I returned really horny. Yestarday was not the same. I associate the PMO necessity with alcohol, but maybe was other reason. Knowing ourself is key to win this war, so I will analize more deeply the situation. Keep strong my brothers.
Nazgul 0 Guys I need help getting back on the horse. Help me please. I need advice. One small suggestion and I am back watching porn. One small hook gets me every time. Some of you big streakers who want to return something to the community, help me get back up please. I am so fucking weak and don't know how to do this anymore. My life is shit and there is nothing to look forward to. I lay in bed all day because my roommate sleeps in the living room all day. I can't do anything because of his all night schedule. He sleeps all day. I can't live like him. Theres no where to go and I don't have money to spend. Everything is pointless. I don't even care about that stuff right now. I just want to stop watching porn compulsively. I know you guys can't make me recover, so I take responsibility for my actions. Help me though, somehow.
bro, that is a porn substitution, not allowed in this challenge. You should reset the counter, at least on this challenge. thank you.