The Lord of the Rings Challenge

check in day 1 - Did Routine (small) : Self Love, Hand-Stand, Relaxation.

 

45 days – After leaving Moria, you enter the Kingdom of the Silvan Elves, Lothlórien.

Was a great day, I actually having some urges and I'm in the flatline zone, should be careful.
We moved to another apartments and my work place right now is in the kitchen, so I can't look at the arousal stuff.

Will try to be super on guard and not allow urges to break me!

 

His approach would fail did he 'engage' over 'observe'. Not anybody can stay objective while engaging with a good looking face. Through out the whole process I was keeping journal, observing my thoughts and especially feelings, that couldn't keep me in check. You should accept the fact, you do not know what a female can be capable of.
I brought it upon myself. My intentions were not in the right place. My beliefs about why I should succeed was not one that would bring me wellbeing. I've been doubting my desire for success, and I will not again step ou there until I re-update all my non serving beliefs.

 

Day 9 as a Hobbit complete!
Quest item: Hithlain Rope!
Rare urges here and there that I manage to get past. I attribute it primarily to how tight my schedule is. I am loving how days pass w/o thoughts of P,M, or O.
"I am choosing to think thoughts that serve me well."

 

Day 6
I went out on the weekend, so I didn't checked in
I'm gonna start Of The Imitation Of Christ, a great book
Good week to us all!

 

Day 8 no PMO. Still feeling strong. I’m out of town right now but staying on my routine.

 

Checking in for last 2 days

 

Dawn of the 14th day.

 

Day 354

I had another wet dream, just a few days after the last one. I was stimulated by two cute girls of my church. It seems like you can be months without having wet dreams, but only if you don't let your mind/body to be stimulated.

 

Checking in Fellowship Friends!

13 Days Free of PMO.

A little more anxious this morning, my mind is thinking a lot and trying to stop me from exposure to my goals. Time to kick in some meditation and immerse myself in todays goals.

Stay Strong!

13 days – The PMO forces were at your tail but you crossed the Ford of Bruinen, leaving them behind. The House of Elrond is in sight!

 

day 1

I relapsed on Friday and Saturday. I still don't know how to cope with work exhaustion without resorting to PMO when my willpower is practically non-existent. But I'm going to implement this policy

• No electronic devices at such moments - except TV and ebook reading device
• Go outside: walk, Costco icecream, Goodwill treasure hunting

My goal this time around is 2 weeks.

 

236

 

4 on the road

 

Day 2
Still here but having a really hard time.
I'm motivated, and I have a plane to keep me as safe ad I can, but it is still really hard. I could barely stayed focused at work.
And life in general is simply stressing me out. I've taken two brakes today just to clear my head and meditate, and after work I'll go to the gym.
But I still feel like shit.

 

2 days
Low urges yestarday, was my cousin's birthday so stayed almost all the day in my aunt's house. I worked some stuffs after 6:00 PM. Was a good day!

Today I didn't worked out, I have to learn some new technologies for my work (), I have to prepare my students classes (I'm a teacher too) and I have some works pending like a frealacer. so I want to have more energy in the day and, if it's necessary, sleep less to focus on that. With the exercise I can't to sleep few hours. Will be just this week, so I will make that effort.

At least I took a cold shower today.
Keep strong my brothers.

 

The past couple nights I started binging an anime I watched years ago. Not pornographic, just staying up way too late for my age and when I get up in the morning. Can't be good for my health.

Also: The temptation to check the rest of the NoFap forum is there. That era of recovery has run its course. Discipline can be a pain because all those things we want to do are right there do distract.

 

Day 12 check in. Days PMO-free in 2022: 198 out of 206.