I think it's a common problem caused by PMO

You have, most likely, a fethish called autogynephilia - your brain is plastic and you just deformed it.
Stop P and M and O for a while strictly, set good habits and you will set things right inside your brain.

 

When you watch a movie like Kingsman, how does it make you feel? Can you relate to the character and what it means to be a gentleman? The ideal you may hold about maleness and being a man isn't the only ideal out there. You can construct your own reality without necessarily needing to be a woman (because it is easier is definitely not a good reason to choose being one sex over the other).

Also consider developing habits that good people have (not considering sex). Respect, integrity of character, high ethical and moral compass, do good and help others, remember the golden rule. Try to set an example for those around you, pursue what you care about in life and stand up for your beliefs.

As a side note, it never hurts to look at the specialization is for insects quote from time to time if you appreciate a good model with humor.

 

Of course it is within 3-6 months most addicts are 99,9% cured.

 

You have to accept these thoughts. Wishing them to go away will only make them stronger.

Imagining yourself as woman is trying to get a upper hand of your sexuality - like if the woman wants the sex, it is okay, so if i imagine myself as one doing lewd things is okay, like that train of thought.

You just have to understand that you have a male body. The feelings of female body only ever happen in your head and are disillusional. I am sure the real things doesn´t feel like anything in imagination.

If you are aroused, laugh about it, say to yourself these feelings are made up and not real, they just happen in a corner of your brain. You can´t erease thoughts, images or feelings by will but you can consciously OVERWRITE them like giving another image in a folder on your computer(brain) the same filename. Easy as pie in therory but immense willpower needed. The will to let go of pleasure the will to embrace withdrawal symptoms,the will to change completely and to embrace the pain that comes with it.