THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Wow you are really doing great, just a few weeks and you will be the new God of War. Awesome!!!

 

Day 1

 

Hi Everyone! Still going strong. Had a strong urge to do some thing last Friday but fought through it. It was nice because I had that conversation in my head we all have had at times. The one where we know we don't really want to do something but our addiction tries to convince us it is fine to do something close to our addiction. Of course that will lead right to it eventually. This time I reasoned through if that was what I really wanted or if I just didn't want to deal with the discomfort I was experiencing. Couldn't be happier that I made it through. Was very busy over the weekend and got real joy by going to two big football games including taking my son to his first one! Stay strong everyone!

 

7, still no real effects after a week, I bet I can just keep on going day by day and any future relapse would be deliberate, not out of compulsion

Still goin strong, better than ever

Let's keep up the momentum and avoid porn just cause we can

I think I still have a long way to go, every now and then I look at something and think about P but way less frequently, also normal things are more attractive than fetishes

 

第14天
晚上的人让我有些感动，但我住着告诉自己那感觉吸毒的告诉你吸毒的一样荒谬，我坚持了，没有听从他庆幸，我希望越来越强

 

I’m the same, definitely thoughts jump into my head and I have to answer them and move on. I think this will be a long process.

day 31 checking in

 

Day 1

Thank you! Every streak and also urges makes me stronger as long as you learn from them

Yes, absolutely. My issue is no P not much with no MO. I think anything can happen but I am just going to do my best as I have always done. I can fall again anytime as I said which is ok since I came back so early from my recent relapse. For me, hopefully not this time.

 

Day 5
Going Strong

 

Reset. Day 0.
It was actually a couple of days ago but I have been too busy to log in. MO'd to a picture of my wife. Already went to confession.

Ready to resume.

 

Day 13

 

Day 58

A couple of more days and I will be a Spartan Commander. I like the sound of that. : )

 

8

Gonna admit lately I've been fantasizing about normal things, like hugging in a warm blanket or spending time alone with someone around town,

I dunno if it helps but I think of a relapse as less of "something that WILL happen" and more of "even though I MIGHT relapse, all I have to worry about is today"

Love to see it, stay strong soldier

 

I'm back!

Day 00 and day 01 checking in!

 

Day 2

 

Day 32 checking in

feeling strong. After waking from some disturbing dreams I took control of my morning and turned it around Spartan style

 

I want to enroll im on day 3

 

Day 2

I guess I will share this message for now because I was affected yesterday.
So I never said anything but I think I am convinced now my chaser effect started affecting me yesterday. I questioned myself on maybe I came back too early from my recent relapse. So I was sensitive to anything that could trigger me so if I saw an attractive photo of a woman online or see in the real life then I would have that urges pull me and want to PMO again. But it is more on that "I want sex now" mindset. The urges was good enough to relapse but I got through it because doing my daily task (which resulted in my last relapse because of not doing it) accompanied with working out in the gym yesterday.

I was going to do a long message but I will save that for a testimony later if I decide to do it. Yes, I workout and it is for a long time already. As far as lifting weights, 11 years already even before starting this NoFap journey seriously. What kept me going on my exercise lifestyle was because I was goal driven of my physique goals (body building). Not to toot my own horn, I am one of the muscular guys at my gym. Now maintaining what I have left because of what has happened in 2020 situation. Not sure if I will improve more later but I am doing what I can. Doing the same mindset with my NoFap journey. Another story for another time.

My point is working out in general has helped me healed majority of it's effects on me (urges) as well as other things that I also credit as well. I had been missing/skipping on working out for days for number of reasons. But for me, it is still an important daily/weekly lifestyle I have been doing and this is helpful for my NoFap journey. Still going and enduring. Just being watchful & that is all.

Interesting mindset. I will take that advice then. That is helpful, thanks fellow Spartan! And also yes, I can tell you were not recovered completely despite of 200+ days on your streak. If I am correct that was your streak before relapse. I could tell 90 - 100 days doesn't mean your recovered either. Maybe some can be in that case but I bet not for me. I need a longer streak as I said to be recovered 100%

Keep strong Spartans.

 

Day 0.

 

Day 7 (today)!! I think this is my longest streak ever.

 

Day 59

Keeping my mind focused on good thoughts and doing healthy activitys is vital to my success and quality of life. Just for today I will do all the right things I have chosen. I will not let past ways creep in and pull me back down. I am the commander of my mind and my body.