Accountability for All

And day 4

 

Day 1
Getting again on the streak.

 

Checkin'

 

Day 5

 

Day 102

Awards? hmm

perhaps a quote in my signature would be a good idea.

The past doesn't matter, what we do today matters most - Buddha

With hardship comes ease - The Quran

Love and forgive all people unconditionally - Jesus

You must fight even your brothers to protect your people - Krishna

People do not wish to fight but they must for it is Allah's will - Quran

Yggdrasil suffers hardships more than people realize. Yet it stands forever green above Weird's well. - Edda

The truth is not always beautiful, nor beautiful words the truth - Lao Tzu

For all my bragging I have nothing. For all my work I have something. - ZenYogi

Enhhh if I were to pick one I'd pick my own quote lol

Or the buddha one that's a good one to live by.

you as much as anyone deserve your own love and compassion. -buddha

 

I'm setting up my reboot goals and I think I will achieve them. I'll focus on self care, coping skills and solving the roots of the problem. Stay hard guys, never give up.

I'm reading Never Finished by David Goggings. If you're an underdog I recommend you to read that book, it's about overcoming the inner battle.

 

Checkin'. I slipped up badly. Responding to all kinds of triggers. I haven't watched any P or PSub but i don't know if i can hold on.

 

Checkin' in. Day 2, little harder to deal with the temptation today but hanging in there.

 

hooooooooo

The breath you know?

It's where much of our energy comes from. Air is actually the most essential nutrient we get from nature followed by water then food. You'll die in a matter of minutes without air, days without water and weeks without food.

Knowing this I feel a greater importance in practicing deep breathing, breath holds and recovery breathing like Tanjiro. Ujaayi breathing. The more air I can fill myself up with and handle being deprived of. The more energy I'll have to do good deeds. The more oxygen I'll have to keep trying when the chips are down. ~

 

Day 6

I am finding that the most important quality in my recovery is the willingness to endure pain.

Pain is often what I use porn and masturbation to escape from, pain from the heart, pain from my mind, frustration, a lack of satisfaction, or a deep sense of being ostracized or alone.

That pain I try to run away from is the very thing that I need to grow.

Here is to another day of work, free from the chains of PMO addiction.

Good luck my fellow fapstronauts, stay strong, you can do it if you really want.

 

Day 2
Cheking

 

Good to meet you!! What are awards?

 

"It's not who I am underneath, but what I do that defines me." -Batman

 

I noticed that I relapse mostly because I stay at home with easy access to porn, so I blocked some more apps on my phone and now I`ll go to the library all week and on the weekends I go the a shopping mall where I can work and improve my dating life.

 

Back on it, fam!