Hi everyone :D

My name is Karol. I'm 19yo student from Poland (sorry for my english). First time when I watched porn was when I was like 11yo. From perspective of time, it totally ruined my life, and it was silent killer. Around 16yo I started to realise, that I'm addicted, and porn is not good for me. Since then I'm trying to quit it. My longest streaks were around 2 weeks. I used to be depressed, constantly sad, had no real relations and I was shy.
But now, oh God what the hell is happening. I'm on 7 day streak and I feel like it's the time. I started going to confession regularly (I'm pretty much religious person) since September, which helped me a lot. My constant confessor helped me find a psychologist with whom I now work. I started journaling, praying, meeting with new people and I resumed my old relations. I even started going to the gym, and I don't even know when it started. I'm much more productive thanks to academic community "Opus Dei", which I also discovered thanks to my confessor.
Everything is going so great and I don't want to lose it this time. All the previous attempts failed, because I was trying to do it by myself, and now it's different. This time I also met a girl. I know we will never be together, mainly because our background, but I have some sort of feeling so I want to love her anyway, just as a friend.