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I saw a hypnosis video on youtube that would give you a orgasm just by listening to a womans voice giving yoi instructions, i almost had one...but i experienced a feeling that i didnt had in many years of masturbating. A warm, tingling, energetic feeling. I had it when i was 12,13 years old but after that it went away. Now masturbating is almost like pissing to me, it just makes me sad thinking of it. I MUST break this habit, i've been a slave of it for a long time and it has destroyed a few years of my life. Can't allow it to continue...9 DAYS left....

 

Just watched Daniel M's testimony. Also read that testosterone levels change after starting nofap. Interesting. I really need to get rid of this porn habit these days. Starting, day by day.

 

Hey guys, I'm on my 32 day with no relapses. I have this addiction since I was a teenager and I'm now 29 yo. This shit has damaged so many things in my life. I can't say how grateful I am for this forum and the great posts you all make. I know we can make it, we can get rid of PMO.

 

I got a pretty strong urge to look at porn, but I'm trying to hold off.

 

I like the idea

 

Hang in there mate! You can do it. Remember to embrace those urges as something that makes you stronger since as you go through them, without giving in, your brain is getting rewired. You just need to hold it and things will get better.

 

Im in now 100 % and i will not masturbate till i complete. I made a mistake that's why i fapped after 22 days of abstinence . From now it won't happen again. I learnt from that mistake.... and one more thing i learned is there is more good things to pursue in this world....
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checking in short before weekend. I'll have to be careful and busy.
I reread the 3 fatal mistakes of rebooters (see link below) and was reminded that too much occupation with nofap isn't good. and counters doesn't represent your progress. But I think what isn't said in the article is, that rebooting is a mind game or consists of many games, like counting and challenges. And we need it. To be an addict doesn't mean that you aren't successful, have good relationships or enjoy your life. If we would only concentrate on these things chances are we stay addicted. (therefore I think the premises of My Thoughts On Rebooting "Porn addiction is not the cause of your shitty life." and "Porn is the symptom." are not true even if they may be true for many of us. )

About the proposed game let's collect clean days altogether:
I'd like to play it. Who's on board?

@Nadeem786 the orgasm-hypnose thing sounds interesting. I looked up at yt but it's too dangerous for me - I don't want to be triggered.
I'll keep it in mind though and some day I might try it. COuld be a great new sexual experience with helps rebooting or at least coping with urges/withdrawal sypmtoms.

 

Just plough through that urge. Break through it. You'll feel amazing later.

 

I just did some work on building a retaining wall behind my house, heaving logs with my bare hands. I FEEL LIKE A MOUNTAIN MAN.

Never would have done it if I PMO'd.

PMO turns us into cowards and weaklings.

 

I understand man, but let me tell you...i realised something doing it (the hypnose thing). The pleasure i get from doing that, is 100 times more than during masturbating. It's like a real intercourse almost (just guessing, haven't had one yet). But the point is this: i no longer have the urge for porn, instead of porn i now watch that hypnose thing, it gives me so much pleasure. And above that, i don't ejaculate...i do orgasm though. Some people might ejaculate but hey, give it a shot i would say

 

Day 1: had a lot of urges, almost came...but discovered a better let-out for my sexual energy (orgasm hypnosis videos on youtube). Thanks to that, i survived today...9 more days left of my 10 DAYS-CHALLENGE!! Keep strong guys, we surely can do this no doubt!!!

 

Day 20 check in. Everything is going well aside from me being aggressive with the stares! I have been approaching and I never cold approach. Not sure if it's due to NoFap, but I suspect it might be playing a part. I am doing so many different things right now I can't pinpoint what's affecting what, but I am feeling pretty good right now. Stay strong ppl! 90 days will be cake!

 

I feel like killing myself...i just relapsed. I again trusted myself too
much. next challenge: 10 days

 

We've all relapsed at some point or another. We're fighting legitimate addiction. This shit is serious business. So show yourself a little compassion dude, and get your ass back in gear A.S.A.P.

 

@Jodokus I'm on board man, it's always good adding reasons "not to fap" ^^ my days are in my signature!

 

I tried it (orgasm hypnosis) today. I found a good one with an appealing female voice in english (not in my mothertongue though). I was quite deep in trance, relaxing and I was strongly sexual stimulated by her voice, her suggestions and her finger snapping, but still far from orgasm. Also on second time. I was tempted to look for other hypnosis with more explicit content. Then went to erotic stories but when I listened to one I found the way of speech so ridiculous that I finally found the strength to cut it out.
I knew all the time that I wouldn't touch myself and that I wouldn't watch porn. But I was riding dangerously along the edge and wasted a lot of time.

The problem is: youtube is infected with porn. Or call it p-subs. When you surf there without control you will see nude picture here read a triggering text there.
To the orgasm hypnosis itself: why not. But maybe it is a stupid thing to do in reboot. I mean we have to abstain from arousal and endure the pain instead of looking for new kind of arousals. At least how I think reboot works.
However, the hypnosis was really enjoyable. The problem only started when I wanted more. And the looking for new stuff on yt is nearly the same as browsing porn (get a rush, forget what's around you, wasting lots of time)

Well, at least I'm relaxed now. I can bear the itching. I'll just go to sleep now and hope for some nice, sexy dreams.

 

Thanks man

 

Sorry no check ins be on holiday for ten days but all went well when I was busy having fun . So back on track now, got a bit of free time this morn so going to go for s run . Feeling positive

 

I discovered today my main problem is nihilism.