THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Day 65!

 

Day 186
Ex 86

 

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Watched porn

 

Day 35 - TOP OF THE RECRUITS

In regards to PMO, yes absolutely. Once you start then it is hard to quit. One example is smoking cigarettes. I almost become one in the past.

 

Day 1

 

Day 18

 

Day 55

 

Day 16

 

Day 66!

 

Day 187
Ex 87

 

Day 38-39

Presently on day 40
Feeling uneasy because of urges.
I need to resist the temptation to act out.
Hopefully urges will start receding after few hours.
There is also a desire to establish a committed relationship.
I am feeling a tad better after sharing my thoughts over here.
I have embraced semen retention for a bigger purpose.

 

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Terribly horny. Slipped and watched porn again. I need to realize this is the change. I need to endure this feeling that I always "put in check" masturbating. Back to square one. Calmed. Tamed.

I realize this is who I need to become if I do not masturbate. If I succeed in Semen retention.
The aim is to become confortable being terribly horny.

 

Stupendous streak on monk mode!

 

Day 19

 

Day 36 - TOP OF THE RECRUITS

Hard rock erections for a couple of moments yesterday.

 

Day 56

 

Day 17

 

Day 0

Stress is killing me. I use PMO to escape it. I am going to need to reevaluate and come up with a new strategy other than pure willpower because it is not working. I'll be back!

 

Day 28

Lots of images in my head - it starts there and needs to end there

 

Day 67!