The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 61 - Warrior

@Baki Hanma When I hear "nightfall" I don't understand that. Now I get it. Wet dreams right? Yup, that's discipline right there for Nick Walker and others. Genetics accompanied with hard work. No one can look like that if you don't put that work in regardless if they are drinking the "kool aid" or not. If you understand what that means little brother. Yeah, that is not my goal but as I said if I had that opportunity I could most likely do it Most certainly, I appreciate the work ethnic with these bigger bodybuilders because that is dedication to look like that. Yes, it is all about discipline in that area including in the NoFap journey and other areas as well.

 

Checking in Fellowship Friend's!

1 day Free of PMO. I have allowed my emotions to take reign for the last while, it's time to bring them back in line. Early check in for me today, I have certain things to do.

Stay Strong!

1 day - At Buckland, Bilbo gives you Sting - an Elven short-sword made in Gondolin. It will turn blue when porn forces are around.
Quest Item - Sting

@nerdy_owl @breaking-myths Let's rise again together brothers!

 

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Day 29.

Thinking about my dreams recently. Why are they so not realistic? When I was teenager, I dreamt racing cars. Honestly, I still do, but maybe not as a job, but something for free time. Still doesn't seem realistic.

Then I dreamt working in finance and I did work there for 4 years. But it appears, that it involves lots of dishonesty, lying and stress. All of which I hate.

Then I dreamt to work in university and I do work there, but it appears that I don't have psychological properties for that. I poorly deal with lack of stability, loneliness, lack of clear direction.

Now I "dream" working as a data engineer. Good moneys, medium levels of stress, hopefully friendly colleages. Why not?

Yeah... Why not... That's how enthusiasm sounds like.

Nice relationship. Well... Could happen...

365 days nofap harmodes? I dreamt about it, but 6 years of trying and no results.

Let's raise a glass or two of water to dead dreams.

Psychologist says that I should learn to grieve more. For people and things I already lost. For things I don't have. And for things I won't have. After grieving I'll be ready for something new.

Spoiler: Journey stuff

Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 29.
No caffeine (no coffee, tea, chocolate, etc.).
Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day. 13 done.

 

yeah buddy

 

Let's do it

 

brother, I haven't faced that problem..I don't know exactly what is the reason for your problem but I think your internet connection is weak.You can contact moderator

 

yeah brother I got your points...

 

Brother, In Nofap When I was in day 0 I didn't have any idea about goals like 365 days or something. First I looked Big brothers( Big streak holders ) like Kairose , MsPBH , RisetoGreatness , RedemptionRequired , SSS Vision, Kheral etc. And I followed them . I wanted to be like them. So finally I focused only present day. There is a quote, we know that , Small drops of water create lakes. So that I only concerned about Incrementing current day by 1. when I'm doing something, some old memories are coming to my mind. I also want to do some activities to improve our mindfulness. brother for me Dreams are things that always helps to live. You can achieve your goals brother. I Hope this information will help you. Good luck and Happy weekend

 

Day 323
Day 1 - without wet dreams
Happy weekend brothers!

 

IM HERE TO REMEMBER YOU BROTHERS: TRUST THE PROCESS. YOU WILL WIN.

 

Day 121

 

Day 6

 

Checking in, day 38 and all is well.

 

Thank you, Baki, for trying to cheer me up. You are a kind person - I like that.

 

Day 32. The journey continues.

 

After posting here now I am getting all the alerts
I think it a problem from the site backend. After all it is quite a busy site. My internet connection is good. Thank for the reply.
Have a nice day.

 

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Day 55. I just became a Warrior of Gondor. What an honor. But this is just the beginning!
If you have thought about relapsing, I invite you to think once again about how your life has been, controlled by that damn vice: nothing good has come of it, right? so keep going, don't let your mind deceive you!