The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Thanks, bro!

 

Checking in Day 41. Doing great. Happy Monday! First day of Spring!

 

Some body please help me.
I am about to relapse.

I used my mom's debit card to psy for something on line.
It was a scam!

Now all the money in her account are gone some of which are not hers.

It's killing me inside.

I think I will Commit Suicide.
Life is not for me.
Why am I the only one bad things happen to.

I don't know how I am going to face her when she gets back.

I Will Commit Suicide
It's the only way

 

@Blackshut Bro don't do that....Bro your life is worth than money to your mother.Bro honestly I don't know lot of information that area. But If I were you ,I'd definitely talk to someone who trustful like your grandparents or any of faithful adult as soon as possible. And If they can come to your home now, you can tell them to come to your home today. So you can share your ideas...

 

Day 327
day 3 - without wet dreams
@Aayush Somvanshi welcome to the fellowship

 

Day 21, trod on!

 

Day 10

 

3 days and 10 hours.

 

Checking in Fellowship Friend's!

4 day Free of PMO.

Stay Strong!

4 days – A brave friend, Tom Bombadil, takes notice of your quest. He teaches you a rhyme to summon him if you fall into danger within his borders.

Quest Aid – Song of Bombadil

@Blackshut Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Your desire to relapse is coming forward from you wanting to numb what you feel. There is always a valid solution available to us, in any situation. So do not be so quick to prosecute yourself and do not throw away your life over something that can be salvaged easily. Given this was fraud, advise your mom to contact her bank and create a fraud report. Once they confirm that this was done without her knowledge, they should be capable of crediting her bank for any funds associated to the fraud. Keep going, there is good to be offered to you in this life as well brother. Keep moving forward.

 

i'm joining! day 2

 

This is not true. Bad things happen to everyone every time; it is just your turn. Scammers are professionals; think about it. While you dedicate your time to studying and to doing good things, they are the whole day planning how to steal your money. It is difficult, yes. Your mother will be mad at you, yes. But I am sure that she is gonna feel a lot worse if you commit suicide. She will feel guilty. Do you want that?

Everything will be alright

 

Day 1 again,
I had stop internet for quite a time so i can focus on my self without any interruption and distraction thus I was not following the second rule of the thread and i can say this was my longest streak of 20 days but again it came to a bad end but i am happy knowing that i can control my urges and train my mind to avoid any kind of triggers for PMO. Thanks to u guys that i feel a family that i can shear my feelings to and think that there is a place where i can feel safe to talk and no one will tease me for my weaknesses...Thanks u guys and like i say every time not gonna gave up.

 

1 day - At Buckland, Bilbo gives you Sting - an Elven short-sword made in Gondolin. It will turn blue when porn forces are around.
Quest Item - Sting
3 days – PMO forces have spotted you!! With haste you use the Bucklebury Ferry to cross the Brandywine river.
4 days – A brave friend, Tom Bombadil, takes notice of your quest. He teaches you a rhyme to summon him if you fall into danger within his borders.

Quest Aid – Song of Bombadil
5 days - With rain and fog you enter the old village of Bree.
8 days – Gildor Inglorion, an Elf, crosses your path causing a Nazgûl that was chasing you to flee. You stay the night with his company of Elves talking about your struggles with PMO. "Courage is found in unlikely places" he says. He gives you an Hithlain rope, a magical rope, light and flexible, yet extremely strong.

Quest Item – Hithlain rope

 

Happy Nowruz
DAY 0
begins on the auspicious day of NOWRUZ

 

Day 59. I forgot to record the previous two days. I was quite busy this weekend. Tomorrow it will be practically two months since I started the challenge and I am very happy and motivated. I will go for more, for sure. I wish the best to all of you, my brothers.

 

Brother nothing can bee done of the scammers they had done there work but u can explain ur mom that how bad u feel about it and u r sorry for it, its a mistake happens to all of us, once I have encountered the same thing with my parents, I was really worried ho i will hide this and how can I make this good but I had realized that thinking about hiding it was messing with my mind a lot, so I told the truth to them, first they were angry but next minute they understand how sorry I am and help me to resolve the problem, the thing was because I told them the truth, I was not worried to hide it for more and I move on with it and I had it as an lesion for future in my mind...if u decides to confess with ur mom then best of luck for that, i believe ur mom will understand u as mothers generally does.

 

@Blackshut suicide is never the answer. It may seem like there is no way out of your problems, but trust me, it gets better. Apologize to your mom, and explain to her what happened. The credit card company can cancel or reverse charges.
Get some good food, drink lots of water, take your vitamins and get some sleep. If you keep thinking suicidal thoughts, its time to go talk to a counsellor or a doctor. Take care of yourself brother.

 

Day 36. A Dwarf trudging along.

 

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Day 96!