Accountability for All

Checking in - I`m doing good, but yesterday I was walking on thin ice. I approached a really hot woman, and that can be triggering. Me and some friends were talking about Tv shows and then they mentioned +18 scenes and stuff.

 

Checkin'. Been a long time since they i have checked in. I was trying to remain in cold turkey(or at least somewhat similar to that) instead of binging stuff. I relapsed in between but i am moving on.

 

Checking - I didn`t sleep well at all last night and I had a wet dream. My mind is imploring for porn, and I don`t give a fuck. Yesterday I kept overthinking all day long, and then I talked with my sex therapist just to make sure that I wasn`t fighting that withdrawal symptom alone. I made it through that day. ONE DAY AT A TIME.

 

Resetting my counter back to zero.

 

I have relapsed. Resetting my counter back to zero.

 

Checking in - Yesterday I almost didn`t sleep and had a wet dream, which made me have really strong cravings for sex. But then I sacrificed my morning routine to get some sleep, I was depressed the whole day, anxious, feeling like a whorthless pile of shit, and then I talked with my accountability partner (sex therapist) and then I improved my mood and won the day. ONE DAY AT A TIME.

 

Doing great!

 

Checking in - I'm doing good as well, but today I had a lot of sexual dreams, it was like I was possessed, my whole body seems to be craving for porn. Talk about crazy.

 

Relapsed today reset my counter

 

Keep the good fight up everyone!

Doing all right. Trying to keep my guard up. Told another person I value a lot about my pornography addiction (thats what i consider it), he actually told me he wanted me to keep him acocuntable to an addiction he has so I opened up to him about mine. I'm hoping this helps things take a turn for the better. I really value the opportunities I have to be accountable to everyone here as well - thanks for being here and I hope we can all help eachother not through shame but through motivation and determination to focus on who we are and who we want to become

 

Checking in - Today I have a therapy session with a sex therapist, I`m excited. Let`s keep trying to exterminate pornography out of our lives.

 

Completed day 2.

 

Checking in

 

Checkin'!

 

Checking In

 

Checkin in - I`m doing great.

 

Completed Day 3.

 

Reset yesterday start again.

 

I have masturbated yesterday at night. Resetting my counter back to zero.

 

Checking in - 11 days without PMO, I`m doing good. One day at a time.