Worst withdraw symptoms?

I definitely get these symptoms too. The worst withdrawals for me are the shakes. I become hyper flusterd and start doing everything very fast. Can't sit still at all but can't be productive either, like read a book or cook something. Exercise helps a bit but when it happens in the evenings, I don't have a way to vent and usually end up relapsing. In fact there are very few times I have managed to get through it but its not long until I relapse anyway. maybe one or two days. It sucks. But then again, these symptoms only really come when Im retaining as well. I just can't handle that pent up energy and it drives me to use porn as well. Taking a different approach now. The last one you mentioned is a little unnerving sometimes. It could be any sound really and my brain can turn it into something out of a porn video. Normally when I'm craving porn though.

Anyway, Congrats on 101 days from porn. I wander what that must feel like? Im definitely just in the shallows right now. Low energy but its coming back a little.

 

Blue balls

 

Yeah, we really aren’t all that different. At the end of the day craving is craving. We all have to go through it. I try and use as much energy as I can during the day. Normally go for long runs or ride my bike. Been doing that for years though. Right now, I’m getting a lot of motivation from using this site. Just a daily reminder for me really.

 

Dead dick, depression makes me think I won't be able to get an erection ever again, suicidal thoughts, panic attacks...

 

I get extreme brainfogs and big anxiety attacks that normally would justify any relapsing, but I'm trying to stay strong.

 

Insomnia

 

breathlessness in the middle of the night; later I learnt that it is a panic attack

 

Mood swings and low interest in stuff. It’s the brain healing. My logical rational mind knows this but it still sucks.

 

Mood swings inability to sleep

 

You get really angry, like you've been asleep and you are suddenly awake to the reality of your life and have the energy and motivation to fix it, you can get burnt out a bit like I have been feeling today.

 

I become very irritable. Raising my voice when I become even slightly irritated has become a thing as of late.

 

Depraved PMO gives me the disturbance behind the eyes. Haven't seen anyone speak of this, yet. People are afraid to look me in the eyes and are immediately disgusted/disturbed. Everyone is let down or afraid.

 

When you stop and put enough time between you and MO/PMO that will go away. Your spark will return and the evil of that old habit will fade. It won’t go without a fight through the form of constant temptation though. I get way better interactions from people I know and random strangers. It’s like living an entirely new life.

 

Ya, same. My mind just freezes. I can't do any productive work for long times. Nowadays, I just try to disengage myself with everything and do nothing. Because neither I want to do PMO or able to work for sometime.

 

My worse withdrawals were my brain stop working, all veins in my reproductive system ache very hard, all muscles pain severely especially legs, and skin go like old as fuck, massive hair growth in hands and chest,

Body got tired but brain didn't so urges continued to come and lead to pmo ,

Pain while peeing, vibration or numbness in penis , loss of all eye contact , feeling shit about myself and constantly nake*d images go in head.

This are the pitfalls I had experienced when I had 9 jerk off in a row in one day ,and one last thing which I forgot and all my penis swallowed horrible and during last ejaculation it was hurting very bad

 

Me too. I get extremely irritable and also, I feel like I don't want to do anything or participate in anybody else's plans.