The truth about a hard year.

I must admit that for the last year I have been slowly reducing mo as the first time I tried to give it up I had terrible problems. However, now I seem to be back on track, and I am starting a complete mo cleanse. My aunt died a month ago, and it threw me off my 151 day streak, but it was definitely not hard mode; it was sort of easy mode(No p, but a little mo). Overall, I have tried both, and if you are able to give up mo completely it is better. A lot better, and a lot faster. It is damn right near impossible to not think of psubs while masturbating, and I ended up thinking bad thoughts, better yes but not helpful.

Now, I think I am able to hopefully make it through the first week without crazy side effects(Its been 4 no mo days). I had a fragile system, but now, hopefully, I can handle it confidently.

 

@taqwa, thank you! I appreciate it, Its much harder this way, but it seems much better.

 

Also, any recommendations on the first no mo week, I vaguely remember at day 6 it peeks and then your levels even out. Or, is this how I'm supposed to feel as a twenty-five year old and I have to get used to it.

 

Taqwa, Thank you! I can't wait for this week to pass; I have to find some way to enjoy it. It seems that I am having trouble staying on task, which is probably because my testosterone is high. It's like my body is trying to figure out how to fix itself, and I have to find some way to support it. Otherwise, worst case scenario... I can't let that happen. I will stay on task, and I will try and be there for some of the amazing folks on this website.

 

Thanks