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RELAPSED , SUICIDAL ... NEED HELP

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Mean Machine, Nov 15, 2015.

  1. Mean Machine

    Mean Machine Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys, for anyone who has been following me i recently on success stories forum i got upto day 84 hard mode. However on day 80 i broke my ankle while playing football and was told to stay in bed for a couple of weeks. THIS destroyed my steak. For 4 days i did whatever i could to stay away from PMO but eventually i relapsed. JUST NOW. i wasn't worth it. I feel like my life is over. Nofap had changed my life and i'm back to square one. Does relapsing once undo 84 days of hard mode? Please i really need help :(
     
  2. think about the positive thing, you went 84 days with out acting on your addicctionit!!!! that is true progress!!!!!! :) that is resone to celebrate, not be depressed!!!!
     
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  3. Mean Machine

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    i feel ..... defeated ..... my powers are gone :( I dont even know what to say or how to go on
     
  4. http://antidoteforall.com/

    go to this link, its just a quick self awareness activity. it may help you.
     
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  5. don't be upset man, I think your upset about your mistake, don't be upset. be glad you went that far, now do it again!!! :)
     
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  6. GreatScott!

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    I know you feel really bummed about messing up your excellent clean time. I feel the same way when I relapse, I suppose everyone does. It's terrible. All that hard work and effort....gone. Or is it really gone? I know you've learned something along the way. I know you can do it again. Pick yourself up. Get back on the horse and try, try again.
     
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  7. Mean Machine

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    Thanks for the replies brothers ! i really have learned a lot along the way, i will come back stronger. To anyone who reads this and/or has been following my journey, This is my final promise to myself once and for all, no more PMO. EVER. Im ready to do whatever it takes. if it takes leaving the internet for good and living like a monk, so be it. I have had it with PMO.
     
  8. Learn to hate it with passion Bro. Imagine yourself watching yourself fap your life away. you're worth more than that. Disassociate yourself from it.
     
  9. Thechosenone

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    I promise you brother, with all my conviction, nofap is the way to be for life. Because you relapsed doesn't mean you should beat yourself up. It's a learning curve man! Stay strong!!!
     
  10. mv8652

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    It's obvious that you know how to live PMO-free. You would be still, if not for the unfortunate ankle thing. Did you lose all of your progress? Absolutely not! One isolated slip after such a long streak is a minor setback. Your counter counts days. It does not measure your progress in rebooting. The only things that would make you lose it all would be if you use this as an excuse to binge on PMO or if you let the chaser effect lead you back to your old ways. Get right back on the horse and keep going. Just learn from the experience and be on your guard as long as you're laid up with the ankle. Be strong, and good luck.
     
  11. Sleep aid

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    that's no fun about your ankle, hopefully some sexy ladies to nurse you back to health?
     
  12. Milind

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    Stay on the forum and participate in discussions with others it will help.
     

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