1 minute of edging gave me ''superpowers'' for 5 days... Any thought on that?

Hey guys,

I need some advices on this.

Most people here notice a difference in their level of energy when they stop PMO. I’ve been flatlining since day 1, currently on day 112 hardmode / monk mode. I noticed a huge boost of energy from day 1 to day 7, but since then, I always feel tired, no motivation (even though I still do my things), no energy… I also don’t feel any sexual energy at all. No urge, no wet dream at all.

I started doing kegels on day 100. I did them in flaccid state and never got any urge to PMO. On day 105, I’ve been told to do them while erect, so I jerked my flaccid dick for about 20 seconds and I was 100% rock hard, feeling a HUGE burst of energy in my Willy (I’m guessing my PIED is cured). I did my kegels and eventually my dick started to fall back into flaccid state (quite quickly actually), so I jerked it again for another 20 seconds and I did some kegels again. Basically, I had 1 minute of edging. No sexual though at all were involved though, only physical stimulation. Once I got done with the kegels, even though I was rock hard, I had no problem to stop everything and take my shower as if nothing happened. I did some research on the internet about kegels and most websites say that you should do them in flaccid state. That’s what I’m doing and I wasn’t disappointed that I wouldn’t have this 1 minute of edging per day. I continued doing kegels every day in flaccid state.

Now here’s where I need your advices… After simply a minute of edging, I felt this HUGE boost of energy! I found myself in the exact same mood that I was from day 1 to day 7 : motivation, huge boost of energy, no social anxiety, no brain fog, I felt ‘’superpowers’’… It was even better than that because after the 1minute edging session, I felt real libido. I havn’t felt this way since my teenage years… I felt like this from day 105 to day 110. I felt happiness, energy, controlled libido and I felt like I was FINALLY out of the flatline. On day 110, I fell back into flatline… No energy, always tired, no motivation, no libido anymore… Nothing happened, I just woke up with no energy and I never got the energy boost back.

People say edging is bad. I’m really wondering about that after what happened… I edged for simply a minute with no sexual thoughts and I finally felt like I was out of this neverending flatline. I finally felt like a normal man who has energy and sexual energy… 1 minute of edging for 5 days of pure happiness. It was awesome, I felt social, I made new friends, I was a beast at work and I could listen properly at school.

I don’t want to start watching porn again and I’ll never want to. This shit is completely harmful. I’m wondering about masturbation though. I never had a single relapse so I have no idea how it feels after you relapse. I can’t tell you if things get worse… Stopping PMO changed my life, but it didn’t help me at all on my energy levels. Is it possible to edge for a few minutes just to keep the levels of energy? In my case, do you guys think it would be harmful? I’m not trying to rationalize or anything, I’m not going to fall back into PMO and I’ll never relapse. I’m just trying to find what happened to my brain… I’ve been told I would feel bad, no energy if I edged and what happened was the total opposite. Maybe it was because I didn’t edge to feel sexual stimulation, but only to be in erect state for the kegels?

I want facts before I take a decision whether I start masturbating again or not. I don’t want to orgasm though, I’m pretty sure it would make my energy levels even worse. I would just create some physical stimulation and as soon as I would feel the energy bursting (it took about 30 seconds) I would stop. All I want is to feel real energy, I don’t give a shit about sexual stimulation My life is perfect right now, I have everything I need and I am happy. The only thing I lack is energy (I saw a doctor, did some tests and everything was fine)...

What are your thoughts on that?