Day 4 into my 1 year madness!

Hey benbee990, good for you!
I want to stay "clear" for the whole 2016!
Today relapse was quite close, I let myself drift into a bit of fantasizing, but I'm gaining more and more control over my thoughts... After years of porn I realized my biggest error is to think that through fantasizing about sex life is more enjoyable. It is NOT! Unfortunate how ignorant we are about the real effects of sexual fantasy.. Lust grows stronger and stronger, at 13 you start fantasizing on sexy calves, then at 16 you watch your first porn, then at 19 you can't stop watching hard core porn... It all comes from fantasizing, that's as dangerous as porn.
Good luck on your new rebirth, it gets easier, and it's a great decision to make! Just stop finding pleasure in sexual fantasies. And forget relapses if they happen.

 

I made the same new years resolution. I was looking for an excuse to get back into the NoFap community, and I realized 10 minutes into the new year that the new years was the best excuse i was going to get.