Can you remember where it all started?

With enough determination, willpower, and patience, you can regain your innocence. You still have much of your "kid life" ahead of you.

I started at 16 and ended at 22, during my prime time for young women. I was on PMO throughout college. Don't make that mistake man. Stop doing it today, or keep doing it forever.

As for your question, I do remember where it started and what it was to. I didn't realize this until I saw this thread. I remember the website, her name, and what she was doing. And I regret ever finding her and that website.

I don't remember the second incident.

 

You are up late Charlie! Did you wake up with the desire to masturbate or have you not been to bed yet?

 

First time we had dial up internet at home...2006..i was 11...BUT BEFORE THAT...i got introduced to sex by the girl next door who i had sex with for 3 consecutive days wen i was 10...then THAT lead to the discovery of porn when i was 11...masturbation was discovered at 12...now im 20 and i messed my entire highschool experience.no sports.no prom date.no confidence.quiet.no self esteam.failed classes.decieved a sweet girl into dating me,but she got fed up by my constant insecurities and she left me.she still has hope in me changing.thats what i hope nofap will provide.im taking my life back!!!!

 

I started to watch it when I was 14. I watched adult movies but I never ejaculated. Basically i didn't know what fabing was. 10 days before my 15th birthday i was in shower and i started to clean my penis as usual. Then I felt something good and i kept touching my penis and I suddently felt that the whole world was in front me. I was like shacking and thinking WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT? .It was the best feeling i had. since then i have been addicted to it. 4 years

 

I can't exactly remember how or when, but I think was at least 13 years old when I discovered porn. At that age, I saw some women clothes magazine or something like that with ads and front covers with images of hot models, so I got curious. I typed search terms relating to the women's body on the internet, and well you how that escalated for me. I think a lot of parents who lived before the internet are unaware of the dangers of their child surfing the internet home alone, especially since I was just an "innocent" looking little kid.

 

I think my first fap was to a religious talk show hosted by several attractive women. How ironic that I would go on to commit the act deemed immoral by so many Christians to women discussing issues of a similar nature, and I was raised in the faith. I just rubbed it and it felt good, when something silver came out I got scared like what on earth did I get my self into. When I look back in hindsight, this event began the corruption of the innocent good natured child I was, and I experienced the disillusionment and confoundment much like Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden upon biting the apple.

 

Once you PMO? When were you able to PMO? I assume not at the age of 7...?