A confession

Dear All,
This doesn't make much difference, but I'd like to confess that I actually have - or at least have had - an addiction to porn. It took me a while to realize it, but looking back, its a bit obvious. Monitoring my porn habits, I'd find it was unusual to go more than 1-3 days without porn, and I'd always assume it wasn't weird because there are plenty of people with really out there stories of 4-5 times a day since they were 10. Then there's especially the fact that I didn't consider myself to have any ED - when I wanted my dick to work, it would, but essentially it required porn, and wouldn't work outside of when I wanted it to. I've been clean almost the entire month, and have been flatlining, and the moments of increased libido during the flatline have reminded me that that isn't how its supposed to work. Somethings take time to realize, and I would encourage everyone to block all access to porn and try to get by with as little masturbation as possible, and see how long it takes your body to get desperate and/or change. Slowly changing my ways isn't the magical game changer that many may make it out to be, but I am happy for it and have no regrets.

 

Oh I need to reset that, its off. But yes, I've been all of Lent and almost the whole month clean