just started to save my LIFE :)

Day 8 went well. No urges whatsoever. Day was productive as well.

Day 9: Had a random fantasy in the day. Before I knew it I had a sudden physical urge. Just goes to show how vulnerable I am still.

Thankfully, I quickly diverted my mind and it subsided. But the rest of the day had more fantasy distractions than the previous days of my streak.

 

@shanky kumar
(I wanted to post this yesterday, but it was still in my drafts.)
Good thing you stopped it. Tell me, when you started NoFap, did you decide to let porn be an option, or did you decide to give it up completely?

 

Day 10: Now I noticed a trend. Yesterday I got a spike in arousal because I was dreaming hot stuff. It happened yesterday. It happened today morning. I realized it when my alarm rang. And now it happened again in my afternoon nap, realized it after someone woke me up room deep sleep.

I am getting angry on myself. Yesterday I wasn't sure if I really dreamed it. But today's dreams seem to confirm it. I can also find myself fighting against those hot scenes, trying to keep my NoFap streak.

But because dreams take illogical twists and turns, those hot scenes come back from some random corner, essentially giving me a nightmare.

Could anyone please help me? How do I handle such situations? I then get more vulnerable during my waking hours.

 

@shanky kumar Could you PM me?

 

Private message. I just messaged you now.

 

Day 11: I meditated and (mostly) got rid of the urges. Today is great so far and lovely weather here.

 

Day 12: Felt an urge after I got up from sleep. And then dismissed it. Doing some work now.

@shanky kumar Yes that's nice. Dream what would be your life without porn. And then do the things you dreamed of as a substitute whenever you get the urge!

 

Hey @shanky kumar don't fap. It's not that tough. Have you found out any patterns as to why you are fapping? Any particular time of the day?

Day 14: I felt stronger impulses, though they were for brief moments. I must take the weekend to re-kindle my desire to not masturbate, re-daydream about my ultimate goal in life. As for now, I'm still going strong, and I don't think I'll relapse any time soon, not that I want to.

 

I'm happy that you are taking care of this problem at an early age. Keep up the good work and don't worry about relapsing, it happens. I am doing a March Challenge and if you'd like to join it'd be really cool. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...llenge-post-your-experience-here.60708/page-4

Stay strong!

 

Just think of your inspirations and dreams..... And watch the demons galloping away...

 

Day 17. Going great! Going to reach my previous small goal of 20 days soon. Wish me best.

Thanks to people like you, I get motivated. I know I'm not alone.