Mostly Positive Developments

Today is a full three months of never masturbating to orgasm. I am pleased with this. I have edged about ten times, especially when I wake up with an erection, which the last number of mornings has been a regular occurrence. Morning wood makes me feel healthy, but I am not disciplining myself to say no to thrusting into the bed/mattress/covers. I have come close to orgasming, but have thankfully stopped plenty ahead of time. Masturbating via thrusting into the mattress is my problem at the moment. I would like to not masturbate at all, whether with my hand or by any other method, which certainly leads to an ungenuine dopamine release and also the concomitant fantasies, which are not based in reality. Anyway, I thank God that I have come a long way in the past three months. Thank you nofap community for this inspiration.