dont know where to start

Whet I tried in one relationship was to hide my porn addiction by using Tor but one night she caught me in the middle of a gangbang porn full of BBC and a dildo in my rectum and that was the end of that relationship. I really thought she was the one but I can't come to terms with my addiction.

 

my addiction is so bad I'm starting to develop carpal tunnel and arthritis in my wrist

Are you guyz new too?

 

Yeah I'm new but I have been struggling with this problem for 15 years. I even tried that Ayahuasca to find my center but imiges of sexual nature kept running through my mind I woke up the next morning butt naked covered in my own semen.

 

Wow that sounds intense.. I orgasm sometimes when I use the restroom.. It's very awkward.. I'm even wondering if I can do this..

On a side Ayahuasca helped me kick heroin..

 

Find a cumputer repair store near you asap!

And may Jesus be with you borther

 

I'm sure they are use to it.. My ex took my cumputer in, and they said they had to turn it over to the feds???

I like weird porn but I thought ever thing on the internet was legal..

 

But she also broke with me a few dayz later and filed restraining order on me?

 

I've always wanted to participate in one.. But it's all about recovery now

Bless

 

May you walk in Jesus foosteps

 

Take a breath, use all your will power you have and try to get your wife's support rather than her ultimatum.

 

Ask her to help you. Have her set up your computer to block websites and delete any porn you may have saved.